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I don’t question the failings of individuals you have encountered.That is my honest problem. What can be done about that? I’m serious. I have total faith in God; I have no faith in men who say they are speaking on his behalf. I know it won’t be better in any other church because this problem is everywhere but I’m an introvert so lack of community doesn’t bother me, I have my circle. I would like to hear from others who have overcome this issue of trust. Who have been where I am and have found a way or a reason to trust…
In John 6 Christ is foretelling the Eucharist. 66: "As a result of this, many [of]his disciples returned to their former way of life and no longer accompanied him. Jesus then said to the Twelve, “Do you also want to leave?” Simon Peter said to him, “Master, to whom shall we go? You have the words of eternal life”.
And then with the possible exception of the apostle John, all of them abandoned him during his passion and death, one committing suicide.
Your comment concerning the above confuses two issues. The Church is not about rules, it is about what Christ gave us. Yes, leaders sin, and part of me wonders if you somehow have the idea that if the Church is true, then people will not sin. Christ never said that. If anything, he indicated they most certainly would sin; that is why he gave us the sacrament of reconciliation. We all - you included - sin.but the laws of the church were handed from God and interpreted by humans who of course claim to be divinely inspired… but with so many instances of my own leaders being shown to not be what they claim, and now higher level leaders being shown to not be what they claim through scandal… how can I be confident that the long-ago leaders were what they claimed?
And I can understand the anger (I suspect I am seriously older than you, so I most likely have seen far more than you).
And then there is the phrase of Peter, above - where do you think you are going to turn? Are you willing to abandon the sacrament of reconciliation? You are angry with their sins, and rightly so. Are you holding them up to a higher demand than you hold your self up to?
You question those of the past. So you hold that the Holy Spirit is incapable of guiding the Church through those sinful people, or do you hold that the Holy Spirit is incapable of that?
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