atheistgirl, I would just like to say “hi” and point you to my username. It used to be “
atheistgal” but when I became a theist I took out that first “a”.
To you and to those who are arguing with you, I’d just like to point out that, in my own experience, no one argued me
into the faith, and in fact, it was theists arguing with me in forums like this who actually
KEPT me from the faith for a long time.
Some of them used bad or way-overused apologetics, which I was easily able to refute (believe me, there are NO new arguments out there on either side!). Worse, some of them actually got angry with me when they saw that I was refuting them, and either dismissed me or responded with hostility. Naturally, that did NOT make me more sympathetic to their position!
What finally made me believe? A combination of things - events in my personal life, and people I met whose actions were more convincing than words. All of which little or nothing to do with anything I’d ever encountered in these endless online debates.
Bottom line is: the only Person who can really make you believe in God is - God. And I believe He will – but in His own time, and in His own way.
Meantime, the only thing I would ask you,
atheistgirl, from a former “
atheistgal”, is please don’t make the mistake I did of judging all of Christianity (or atheism, for that matter!) just by what you read about it online by its adherents, and especially not at a forum like this. Better to watch real people, people you admire and respect, and see how their beliefs (or lack thereof) affect their actions in life.