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Lent reminds me of young Elihu challenging Job. The Living Bible has a biting paraphrase as follows:There’s something missing in the diary like rendering of the events on TOM’s Fri. in Lent. Was he doing it just for the OBSERVANCE of it or for God??
I doubt most Catholics adhere to the Letter of the “law of Abstinence” on Fri.'s in Lent altho there is Merit in fulfilling our Lent observances, it is “For the praise and glory of Christ’s Name, for Our good and the good of ALL HIS HOLY CHURCH” as the liturgical prayer so aptly puts it!!
How many of us have offered up something to God and yet wondered if it made a difference, really. Is God truly glorified if I pass by The World’s Best Fish Fry ™? After all, how could He be glorified if I buy a carryout and stare at it until Saturday? But if it were not this, wouldn’t it be anything else in the pantry?3“Do you think it is right for you to claim, ‘I haven’t sinned, but I’m no better off before God than if I had’? 4 “I will answer you and all your friends too. 5 Look up there into the sky, high above you. 6 If you sin, does that shake the heavens and knock God from his throne? Even if you sin again and again, what effect will it have upon him? 7 Or if you are good, is this some great gift to him? --(Job 35:4-7)
Fasting frees up an amazing amount of time that used to be spent on meals. And that free time is filled with dozens of questions. Am I truly being humble? Am I truly being humbled? Is my soul blessed and/or being blessed? Is anything I do or say truly for the good of my soul and the good of the church? And how many of us have had those days when we feel like our prayers never floated up past the ceiling?
I grew up in many churches. (The relatives disagreed on where to take their children.) Some of those churches taught that if you were saved, you would feel it. You would have an emotional experience. Others stressed faith alone. Still others said faith-plus-works, defined as “which blade of the scissors did the cutting.” Catholics had Consolation-and-Desolation, but I didn’t encounter anyone else who did.
I bumble along, trying to figure out how to “love the LORD your God will all your heart, and with all your soul, and with all your mind, and with all your strength.” Long ago I read an article that suggested this tension is normal, albeit not much fun. On the one hand, I can never do enough, and I can never do it well enough or prayerfully enough or holy-ly enough. On the other hand, God does not wait for us to be perfect before He meets us as we are. We cannot do enough, so He did, on the Cross.
Another way I know it’s Lent is if I wonder whether anything I could say on the subject would make sense to anyone.
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