Bless you for your willingness to serve! The point is to be docile to the Holy Sprit and willing to accept anything - whatever - the Lord sends your way. Everything from holy orders to glorifying God through deprivation, sickness, suffering and death.
One of the most difficult parts of the Lord’s Prayer for me is “Thy will be done”, as I know that suffering follows. The suffering, the struggle, the strife, can be tolerated much more easily - even becomeing a blessing - if one remembers to focus on the Lord alone, and to-refocus on Him if diverted to sometihng else.
This is not easy in a world of distractions.