But we are not talking about a plate of food. We are talking about the fulfillment of ones very existence; Eternal Heaven. If there is no God it is guaranteed that we will meaninglessly suffer and cease to exist.
Reality does not care about our preferences.
The question is why would you accept the worst possible scenario?
That is NOT the worst possible scenario. Eternal torture and suffering is MUCH worse. And just one un-repented mortal sin will drop you into the eternal fire.
Nobody knows. Things have just naturally evolved that way.
If there is this almighty God, then there is NO natural change. Everything is the result of God’s involvement, either direct and intended or indirect and “not” intended. The teething of the infants is really very cruel. The poor little buggers cannot understand what happens, they are unable to “offer up” their pain to Jesus. They just suffer, needlessly. And only ONE such example refutes the assertion that God is good and “loving”.
The question is why would God allow natural suffering. I don’t know, and if i didn’t have other reasons for thinking that God exists the problem of suffering would be a very perplexing issue. I sympathize with you, i just don’t think its a good enough reason to reject the only hope of existential fulfillment.
God’s existence is not the question at this moment. God’s benevolence is the problem. There are two usual approaches to the problem of evil. One is the “free will” defense, but that would only answer the question of “moral evil” - even if it were correct. (It is not.) The other is the “greater good defense”, which asserts that God will only permit pain and suffering IF that suffering is
logically necessary to bring forth some “greater” good, which can only be realized by allowing this suffering. You cannot defend this problem by saying that “we have no idea why God permits this suffering, but if only we would be privy to the reason, we would accept it”. This “defense” is sheer baloney.
I can only suggest to spend a few moments by reading this web-site: “The tale of the twelve officers” (
infidels.org/library/modern/mark_vuletic/five.html) It enumerates the 12 usual “defenses” in a simple-to-understand format, and you can see why none of them “works”.