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mkipp
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I am going to be starting the RCIA in the fall, and have been trying to dedicate myself to Catholic studies. But as much as I am trying to make myself a better person through prayer, I keep feeling like I am not worthy. I have a tendedncy to drink too much on the weekends, and it makes me sad. But for some reason I keep doing it. I also look at what others have and feel bad about myself becasue they may have something better than I. I have a good life and a great wife with a home. We are also considering having children as we both are turning thirty, but I need to get myself in the right mind. I want to be a positive thinking person and dedicate myself to being a Catholic. I chose to be a Catholic after alot of study, and I feel so welcome. I just want prayers for myself to be a better person. Sorry to all that it is so unorganized. I just feel real lost and sad today.