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**Hi Scoob,Dear Irish Joe. I know what you feel. I am in my 30s and that sucks in it’s own right, Anyway. I go to Mass and there is this young girl “high School” age and every one fawns over her. It angers me. She performs like church is the theatre. Ok I am mad at God I am furious at him. I am sick and tired of the way my life has been. I got to Mass and it is dry I get angry at allot of things. That girl the people on the altar, so on so forth. My Father is 66 years old broke and I have to do **** I hate doing going to places I hate to go for 10 years juat to make ends barely meet none of my dreams have come true. I even discerned the priesthood that was the most emotional roller coaster ride from HELL!!! I ever had yet God allowed child molesters in and my KNOWING and trusting and believing all the churches teachings and trying to live them and still do but I felt the church gave me the biggest screw you ever!!! I am ANGRY I am tried. I go to bed and hope I don’t wake up. I am in my 30s and I hate adulthood more every stinkin damn day. I am tired of seeing other people, younger people getting their dreams and I get a screw you from God I am freaken furious. What really angers me is that my poor Father is suffering financial difficulties at 66 and it is unfair. I cry myself to sleep, yet God treats athiests better than his believers. I know your pain I feel your pain and going to mass pray offer it up whatever catch phrase I hear is not good enough. I WANT GOD TO FREAKEN DO SOMETHING NOW!!! enough is enough,. Yes I know how you feel. everyday is just another disappointment. I may seem negative been told i am lately, But what does one expect when everyday is the same old **** as the last with no hope of ever climbing out of the cesspool. Yes my dear friend I feel you and I have some of the same feelings as you. The thing is I STILL love God and I still love his saving Son I believe in him I KNOW he is there and I know that Jesus is the only way the only light in this cesspool we call the world. I believe that He built the church upon Peter the first pope and I will always be Catholic and I still love Jesus more than I can say. I am angry and very disappointed in allot of things but I am not going to turn away from God. I just can’t do that. Like a child mad a his parents, but he still loves them. that is how I feel with God. I pray that you stay with the church and God will be with you and help you. I have no answers for you as to what to do, just that you are not the only one that feels the way you do. It makes me feel better when someone knows what I am dealign with. Sometimes just talking about it not being afraid to say it like it is gets you feeling better vindicated or what have you. Most people want to put on a front that oh it’s ok it is no big deal. But sometimes it is NOT ok it is a big deal. Anyways I hope it gets better for you and hope you stay in the Catholic church. God Bless Scoob.
You are in my prayers! So many words that would only be words. Just remember others have it worse than you do! I am 64, I was wounded at 21, disabled and in pain for all these years. Many of my friends died, I am “the lucky one”
God Bless**