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I am a mentally disabled guy, I’m normal, weird, Ill and healthy, here and there. I’ve been on Medicare and SSDI and SSI since I was in high school.
So 17-18 years old.
I was born with Schizoaffective
Which is the medical term for Schizophrenia and either severe depression or Bi Polar…
I don’t know what to call my mood disorder…I don’t want to live some days, and sleep my life away…like I’m bedridden, or physically disabled.
There are handicapped and physically disabled folks that do more work around the house, exercise, and more than I do, I’ve seen a firefighter who lost his arm use on a tv show, American pickers, and he was on some kind of crutches that helped his arms move, but he could walk…
Guy plays wheelchair basketball, and he even said I do more than most able-bodies people.
I don’t want to live idle handed and idle minded no more…
I want to landscape, which I did get a job doing but I quit 2 hours into it because of my lack of work history, my resumè is super short.
But long enough…
But I quit that job after about 2 hours because I was so weak, mentally and physically…
I have to make better choices, quit smoking, no drugs or alcohol, nothing that the evil one uses to weaken our human spirits in this life, and it’s minions that loved to work on me and cause voices, PTSD memories, and living in the past.
I’m trying to find a therapist, I am the only person in Rhode Island on Zyprexa Relprevv, gaurenteed!!!
It’s a special program I’m in with my dr, who’s not a psychiatrist, like I’ve seen for 25 years. It’s a medical clinic, and they give me my injection because they’re new to RI, they have clinics in other states. but luckily Blue Cross told me bout them…cause not even mental heath clinics in my state, will do it,
So 17-18 years old.
I was born with Schizoaffective
Which is the medical term for Schizophrenia and either severe depression or Bi Polar…
I don’t know what to call my mood disorder…I don’t want to live some days, and sleep my life away…like I’m bedridden, or physically disabled.
There are handicapped and physically disabled folks that do more work around the house, exercise, and more than I do, I’ve seen a firefighter who lost his arm use on a tv show, American pickers, and he was on some kind of crutches that helped his arms move, but he could walk…
Guy plays wheelchair basketball, and he even said I do more than most able-bodies people.
I don’t want to live idle handed and idle minded no more…
I want to landscape, which I did get a job doing but I quit 2 hours into it because of my lack of work history, my resumè is super short.
But long enough…
But I quit that job after about 2 hours because I was so weak, mentally and physically…
I have to make better choices, quit smoking, no drugs or alcohol, nothing that the evil one uses to weaken our human spirits in this life, and it’s minions that loved to work on me and cause voices, PTSD memories, and living in the past.
I’m trying to find a therapist, I am the only person in Rhode Island on Zyprexa Relprevv, gaurenteed!!!
It’s a special program I’m in with my dr, who’s not a psychiatrist, like I’ve seen for 25 years. It’s a medical clinic, and they give me my injection because they’re new to RI, they have clinics in other states. but luckily Blue Cross told me bout them…cause not even mental heath clinics in my state, will do it,