East and West,
Don’t take this the wrong way, as it is NO reflection on you at all, but sometimes I find that it takes a more mature spirituality to get into the TLM (especially if it’s a Low Mass) than the Novus Ordo, because not everything is done for you in the TLM. It takes resolve to read all the prayers in the missal, really focus, really intensely involve yourself in prayer that is, as I said in a Low Mass, often not acted out with the voice, which tends to keep you awake more easily. It’s much easier to HAVE to get up and sing than to have the spiritual strength of praying very fervently but silently for awhile.
That’s why I much prefer High Mass or, ideally, Solemn Mass. First, Solemn Mass is the normative form of celebration for the TLM. Secondly, you have to chant, stand, kneel, etc. and there’s always incense swinging or the schola chanting to keep you awake.
Personally, I cannot wait for the eventual demise of the Novus Ordo (in all its sacramental forms), since it is an inorganic development. Aside from many other reasons, I feel that that alone is reason enough to hope it fades into history. But I understand not everyone feels the same way, and you can’t force anyone to think anything, so to each his own. Though I do think not EVERYTHING that’s come out of the Novus Ordo is negative in and of itself, and we can take these few positive changes and implement them into the TLM, and have the best of both worlds: a totally organic liturgical development, incorporating the positive things that are usually closely associated with the Novus Ordo.