Moses never made it to the promised land right?
Well, in a way he did. He appeared with Elijah with Jesus on the Mount of Transfiguration:
Matt.17
[1] And after six days Jesus took with him Peter and James and John his brother, and led them up a high mountain apart.
[2] And he was transfigured before them, and his face shone like the sun, and his garments became white as light.
[3] And behold, there appeared to them Moses and Elijah, talking with him.
Also Mark 9:1-4, same account.
Really, I am trying to believe. I’ve been to a ton of masses because I am told Jesus is really there. So, if he is really there, I figured it would, something would happen there. Maybe his knowing I was going there to know, something. Anything.
But, nothing.
Nothing needs to happen to us for Jesus to be present in the Eucharist. He just is whether we “sense” it or not. I think you are trying too hard. God tells us to “be still and know I am God” not “try as hard as you can to sense my presence”. It’s something like looking frantically for something you lost. You know how that is–you search and search but just can’t see the thing and then someone else comes in and lays his hand right on it?
Just go to Mass, hear the readings and take them in, participate in the corporate worship, and allow God to speak to you in his “still, small voice”. The term still, small voice comes from Elijah waiting for God to speak to him. There was a violent storm, but God didn’t speak out of the storm and a violent earthquake, but God didn’t speak in the earthquake. He spoke in the inner silence of Elijah’s heart. So, be patient and stop trying to force something to happen. God will speak to you when you slow down and wait calmly for him to do so.
