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Will pray for you.
St. Thomas, patron of doubters, pray for us!
St. Thomas, patron of doubters, pray for us!

I can so relate to this. A few years ago, a Bishop had rocked my faith. He had refused me absolution- sending me off with his Blessing- because of my sinful living arrangement (which is being rectified now). I continued going to Sunday mass, but refrained from receiving. A few weeks after this confession (attempt)… after going up for a blessing instead of receiving… no sooner had I gotten back to my pew the tears started flowing from my face. I had absolutely no warning of their coming, but it took everything I had to control the sobs that wanted to burst forth. I was so heart broken at not being able to receive. So sad that everyone else could- and I couldn’t. I felt so utterly alone and broken. It didn’t take me long after that to right my wrongs and go back for absolution from that same Bishop. The Bishop was so comforting, he told me that what I had received that day was a gift from the Holy Spirit, it was a re-baptism.Faith,
Simple as that,Code:Either you got it or you don't ,,
Obviously you Got it otherwise you wouldn’t be wasting your time reading this would you ?
Obviously you have a small candle of light burning in the darkness of your inner self,
I’d like to give a little example, I was truly Blessed with the experience of visiting ,
Saint Pauls outside the wall in Rome , I walk down steps to his alter & tomb ,
I said a couple short prayers,then walked up the steps, for about a full second or two,
Something hit me emotionally ,I wanted to burst in tears ,I stood still and didn’t know what to think, something took me in and enveloped me
Code:Peace
Quite so…!LOL a bunch of atheists praying is such a delicious irony, but alas we’re trying to follow the truth wherever it leads, so in the name of science let us pray.
Continuing to pray on your behalf, preferably until it says ‘catholic’ on your religious affiliation line…Prayers answered! I went back to being a panentheist.I feel like the highest mystical states in every religion arrive at the conclusion that all is One (aka all is created ex deo).

