Hi. I just wanted to share that today was my first prenatal visit. Everything went fine except I was alone due to my emotional outburst at my husband. (very unusual for me).
I will say this, I was very surprised (it was amusing, my expression I’m sure) at some of the new (to me) technology and I refused it. In the end I heard the baby’s heartbeat in the abdominal ultrasound and I saw it moving. My oldest is 18 and youngest 16 it feels surreal and to be honest Ive decided to see a doctor after birth for depression. All these years praying for Gods joy and maybe I have something chemically wrong but He always gives me His peace which is a miracle considering and I thank Him for giving me the recognition of it. I have never been so down but the baby was so adorable and I must take care of myself. I told God, “It’s whatever You want” I was so nervous at the visit.
