Pagan I grew up Roman Catholic so I know exactly what you are saying. Then I fell away and lived the life you are living now. I probably started that life around 18 or so when I went to college, lived away from home, did all the nasty things you describe with multiple partners. Not at one time but pretty sequentially. I drank, smoked pot, lived the night club life. I thought the church kept me down. Didn’t like going and listening to the holier than thou remarks. Thought I knew better.
I got married at 27 and just figured if it didn’t work I’d get divorced which is just what I did. Then I fathered a child out of wedlock, lived on the edge, lived for money, you name it. I’m quite certain I have much more experience than you with regard to living the wild lilfestyle. Some of the things I’ve done would probably make you look like an Angel. So nothing you are doing would surprise me or others on these boards in the very least
But eventually GOD worked HIS way back into my life about 10 years ago. Actually I never realized he was doing it, things just started to happen that ultimately led to where I am today. Now I won’t bore you with those details because I know at age 17 you have that ultimate defiance attitude that I’m sure I’ll have to contend with when my daughter reaches that age. I’m actually seeing it with my 2 sons ages 15 and 17 who think they are sooo cool. So basically it will go in one ear and out the proverbial other

And I know you know so much better than anyone could because you’re 17 and have so much wisdom. Do I sound sarcastic? Just a little because as I read your post I was reminded of those days when I thought I was KING (insert expletive).
So go ahead and have your fun now, you won’t get any “please don’t do this, you’re wasting your life stuff from me”, and know that really good Christians will be waiting to help you when you ultimately fall flat on your face. And yes you will because we all do. I did, my wife did, everyone on this board probably has. When GOD picks you up you’ll know it. Only then will you be willing to look right at HIM and admit to how stupid you really were. And guess what? HIS love and forgiveness will be there with open arms just as it always is. That’s why HE’s so awesome. It’s just a shame it will take you sooooooooooo long to realize that.
PEACE