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Athanasius_Mary
Guest
Brothers and sisters,
The holiday season is always rough, as my family usually has a couple of deaths around this time for whatever reason. None this year (thank God), but really missing grandparents, two of my children, and several others. I know others have it much worse, but it’s still getting to me.
I fail at living my faith constantly. I love Confession and Penance. Prayer is dear to me. And, of course, the Holy Eucharist. I still end up sinning more often than growing in holiness, despite all these blessings and the treasured writings of various saints.
I’m terrified of losing my wife and son, of not being able to provide for them. I was a terrible sinner before conversion and I’m struggling toward holiness one rosary and akathist at a time. What if I can’t be a real Christian father to my beloved little son? What if he’s inspired to evil by me because I’m such a hypocrite?
Apologies for the self-pitying rant. Please spare some prayers for your unworthy brother, if it help. Sometimes it’s all too much.
May Christ and Our Lady bless all of you, with all the Saints and Angels.
The holiday season is always rough, as my family usually has a couple of deaths around this time for whatever reason. None this year (thank God), but really missing grandparents, two of my children, and several others. I know others have it much worse, but it’s still getting to me.
I fail at living my faith constantly. I love Confession and Penance. Prayer is dear to me. And, of course, the Holy Eucharist. I still end up sinning more often than growing in holiness, despite all these blessings and the treasured writings of various saints.
I’m terrified of losing my wife and son, of not being able to provide for them. I was a terrible sinner before conversion and I’m struggling toward holiness one rosary and akathist at a time. What if I can’t be a real Christian father to my beloved little son? What if he’s inspired to evil by me because I’m such a hypocrite?
Apologies for the self-pitying rant. Please spare some prayers for your unworthy brother, if it help. Sometimes it’s all too much.
May Christ and Our Lady bless all of you, with all the Saints and Angels.