Therefore to be in full communion with The Church is to be in Full communion with Christ. To be not in full communion with The Church is to be not in full communion with Christ.
James thank you for your excellent post.
Having read it through a few times I can see where I was confusing union and communion.
I still dont quite see how not being in full communion with the church of Rome somehow impedes on my relationship with Christ.
This is starting to develop into a ig stumbling block for me now.
I accept the primacy of Peter, as set out in the gospel, but I’m still trying to work out, taking everything I know to date in relation to how the early church was constructed and run, how the primacy of Peter developed into the infallible (I know that refers to faith and doctrine only) Pope we have today.
At the present time I still cannot buy into all the Marian dogmas.
I simply do not accept that not being a ‘‘catholic’’ makes it somehow harder to get into heaven.
You can see I’m a long way from being in full communion with the catholic church.
But I believe and feel and know that my relationship with Christ is growing day by day.
I believe I need to be baptised a christian to receive that indelible mark on my soul that calls me to a christian life.
I believe in the Real Presence of Christ in the Eucharist and believe I need to receive Him daily/weekly to feed my soul.
I believe a alidly ordained priest has the power to forgive sins, and I should confess and receive absolution. I don’t believe however that Jesus’ forgiveness is limited to being received via a priest.
I believe I need to hold fast to His commandments, offer my life up as a continuous prayer, and join my prayers to the communion of saints in heaven.
I believe I can go directly to the Father through the Son, and I believe the Holy Spirit will work in my life if I am open to Him.
I can’t go much further than that - at the present time.
In what way then, is my relationship with God ‘‘imperfect’’?
The Gospel makes no mention of Mary’s assumption into heaven (although I dont necessarily think because it’s not mentioned it isnt or cant be so), but I struggle with a Pope declaring it is so.
Equally, catholics are forced to believe in Mary’s Immaculate conception. I know the scripture passages used to evidence this, but to be perfectly honest, I do go hmmm, when I read the Pope declared it so, in 1854, and 4 years later at Lourdes, Mary appears and refers to herself as the Immacualte Conception.
I also am wondering more and more why it is that Mary seems to appear a lot in the catholic church.
Why not other saints?
Or Jesus Himself?
Or a manifistation of the Holy Spirit?
Perhaps this has happened and Im not aware of it but it’s certainly not on the frequency of the appearances of Mary.
I really do believe that true catholics do not worship Mary, and believe she is a means to come closer to her divine Son, but I am really struggling with the catholic churchs obsession with Mary, and the dogmatic requirements in relation to Mary it wants to place on me in order for me to become a catholic.
Surely it is all about Jesus.
Nothing more nothing less.
And if am right with Jesus, how can that relationships be somehow imperfected by my relationship with the catholic church?
If I am on the right road, please keep praying for me that I will see it.