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jaaraf
Guest
I’m at the crossroads of my vocation, and the past few months have been a crisis of sorts for me. Today, I had an awakening of the extent of what I have done slowly at first, now more obvious when after talking to my director, she told me that she was angry, I just kept repeating the same things without acting on them and I could see she was frustrated with me. She usually would not leave the room immediately after we talk, but this time, she left even before I could get my things ready and stand up. I’m so frustrated with myself. I went to prayer, and am now trying to begin again with a more constant struggle regarding my defect of going into moodiness and refusing to make an effort to be happy. It is now totally scaring me. I want to be faithful to the path God has initially shown for me, yet my actions and attitudes have been to the contrary. I already know that my director prays for me. Please say a prayer for me. We are set to speak about the matter again early next week.
J.A.
J.A.