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CatholicLeanne
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Okay, so this is REALLY weird, but hear me out.
I have an extremely overactive imagination. I’m an (amateur) writer, and I tend to create elaborate stories out of random things in my head- some of which I write down, some of which I just have fun imagining. Some of the scenarios I think up in my head aren’t very nice, sometimes involving graphic violence. Now, while I am never, ever tempted to enact these ‘fantasies’ in real life- it’s purely in my head- it isn’t the sort of thing I imagine Jesus or Mary would be pleased to see in my heart.
For example, after hearing stories about martyrs and such, I sometimes imagine myself being tortured brutally for my faith. While it does lead me to consider what I would do in such a situation, and inspire me to strengthen my faith, I feel that the graphic imagery can’t be good for me. Also, imagining myself as a sort of ‘hero’ for Christ does stir pride within me- something I am working on overcoming.
What do you think? Is this a sin, or just a harmless, if a bit bizarre, thing my mind does?
I have an extremely overactive imagination. I’m an (amateur) writer, and I tend to create elaborate stories out of random things in my head- some of which I write down, some of which I just have fun imagining. Some of the scenarios I think up in my head aren’t very nice, sometimes involving graphic violence. Now, while I am never, ever tempted to enact these ‘fantasies’ in real life- it’s purely in my head- it isn’t the sort of thing I imagine Jesus or Mary would be pleased to see in my heart.
For example, after hearing stories about martyrs and such, I sometimes imagine myself being tortured brutally for my faith. While it does lead me to consider what I would do in such a situation, and inspire me to strengthen my faith, I feel that the graphic imagery can’t be good for me. Also, imagining myself as a sort of ‘hero’ for Christ does stir pride within me- something I am working on overcoming.
What do you think? Is this a sin, or just a harmless, if a bit bizarre, thing my mind does?