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Elena321
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This is hard to put into words/explain but I am finding that now,after having prayed more and developing greater understanding about God/Jesus/the Catholic Church that I am getting the feeling to reject Jesus/salvation.
I almost feel as though God is trying to give me His grace but I choose to reject it.
This is bad to say on a Christian forum(!) but I almost feel a feeling of like hatred towards Jesus.
Is this my soul rejecting “salvation”?..Can a persons soul be in conflict with their mind?
In my mind,I believe that Jesus had wonderful teachings and is the last person you would want to hate so what is going on with me?
TBH I find it quite despairing
I almost feel as though God is trying to give me His grace but I choose to reject it.
This is bad to say on a Christian forum(!) but I almost feel a feeling of like hatred towards Jesus.
Is this my soul rejecting “salvation”?..Can a persons soul be in conflict with their mind?
In my mind,I believe that Jesus had wonderful teachings and is the last person you would want to hate so what is going on with me?
TBH I find it quite despairing