Well I did confess this, and my priest just encouraged me to rephrase my confession in terms of “doubting” or “not understanding”, which really doesn’t cover it in my case. So what do I do about this? I know its tedious to explain what is and isn’t sinful and I don’t normally ask these sots of questions on here, but I’m really quite concerned about this.
You believe what the Church teaches, period.You do not necessarily need to understand the ins and outs.
The Church teaches God is one in three Persons. Believe it. How, exactly? You don’t necessarily have to know, although it is good.
The Church teaches that the Eucharist is the Real Presence of the Body, Blood, Soul and Divinity of Christ. Believe it. How exactly? The Church says transsubstantiation. How does that work? Well, unless you study philosophy in depth, you probably won’t understand it in full, but suffice it to say, even if you don’t understand it, you are probably in good shape to get on your knees and adore the Host in the monstrance.
If you don’t understand, admit that to yourself and start seeking the answers, with the premise that the Church is right,and if I disagree, I am wrong. You cannot know everything. None of us can.
Of you are doubting
obstinately you could be in trouble. If you’re denying
obstainately you can be in trouble. By
obstinate, we mean you insist on holding on to your error rather than humbly accepting the divinely revealed truth.
Otherwise, this is between you and your confessor.