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I am not saying you will “try” to contact the demonic, but rather that there are not “good spirits” and “demonic spirits” that you can contact. Anything you contact in this world that is not God IS demonic; full stop.Oh, and I am not going to try to contact the demonic. I will only be trying to reach kind/good spirits. My guess is a demon spirit will not communicate with me because then it will be giving me what I need to believe in God.
Perhaps you are thinking that you will contact an angelic being that could help you believe in God.That is certainly possible, but it is only achievable through prayer. Ouiji boards, spirit trances, and other occult practices to “contact spirits” open doors to the demonic. It is a grave danger to open those doors. Once opened they are very difficult to close again.
I get your troubles. I spent years as an avowed agnostic, but was essentially an atheist because neither I, nor anyone else, could prove God exists. I remember yelling at God to show Himself to me. And nothing. It was only in the depths of my despair when I stopped demanding proof and silently wept about my own brokenness that I was quiet enough to hear the Lord.
What I heard in the depths of my heart was that the signs weren’t in big flashy events. It wasn’t a burning bush or sticking my hands in the side of the risen Christ. It was the quiet voice urging me to do right instead of being selfish. It was in my child laying their head on my chest with unconditional love. It was in my wife loving and forgiving my wrongs despite putting her through Hell.
Only once I came to understand that could I quiet myself enough to say “here I am, Lord. Lead and I shall follow”. Belief is not found through proof, but in completely the opposite. It is in letting go and trusting in those things we can’t prove. I know that sounds contradictory and maybe a copout, but it is how I went from a harden secularist into formation for the clergy.
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