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Jennybelle
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I am a cradle Catholic and I am currently practicing. 11 months ago, I was not attending mass like I should have, and I am afraid this made me spiritually vulnerable. I have since gone to confession, talked to the priest about me not going to mass, and resolved my conscerns about my catholic faith and going to mass. I am also going to consult a priest about my question that i am posting here as well because I am conscerned about my well-being.
I know a Brazilian woman who goes to a non-denominational Christian church. We met 11 months ago while I was experiencing serious difficulty in my marriage. She wanted to give me religious counsel, and since I felt so alone and overwhelmed, I agreed. I began occasionally spending week-ends sleeping over at her house and discussing my problems with her and her husband. Also, being in a house full of kids was a nice distraction.
Ok, so during that time, I had some strange experiences at their house, but I dismissed them at that time because I thought I was crazy. But now, 11 months later and recognizing that this woman has been spiritually abusive to me (telling me it was my fault that my husband had manic episodes and was violent towards me because I married him 3 years ago without God’s permission, that I have to do everything she tells me or else my heart is evil), I am reconsidering my interpretation of the strange goings-on.
Basically, 11 months ago, I heard voices while I was sleeping over in their basement guest room. I thought I was losing it, and I just prayed that God would preserve my sanity, but I don’t believe it’s possible at all that I could have hallucinated any of the voices I heard, because the voices spoke in portuguese, and I do not speak portuguese. The voices sounded like this woman and her husband.
I remember some of what the voices said. The woman’s voice said “Nao catolic Jesus.” I looked it up on google translate, and the meaning is disturbing. It means “Catholicism is not Jesus.”
So what am I looking at here, as far as my own spiritual safety? I am having nothing further to do with this woman anymore. But I am afraid to even associate with any of the other people she knows, although some of the other non-denominal christian brazilians seemed caring and genuine, and this is a lonely world, I don’t want to throw out the baby with the bath water here. But if this woman is demonic, even more than just cutting myself off from association with her, or even people she know, is this enough to protect me? Am I cursed by her? Can she put an evil mojo on my life? I already am suffering health problems like rapid pulse due to the stress.
Also, if this woman is demonic, does that mean that all the people at that church are cult-members? Should I just have nothing more to do with any of them?
P.S. My husband is beginning psychiatric evaluation and treatment with a Harvard-trained Psychiatrist with 25 years experience and who specializes in bi-polar. He starts in January, and I am going away for that month to visit my sister and little nephews.
Thank you,
Sincerely,
Jennifer
I know a Brazilian woman who goes to a non-denominational Christian church. We met 11 months ago while I was experiencing serious difficulty in my marriage. She wanted to give me religious counsel, and since I felt so alone and overwhelmed, I agreed. I began occasionally spending week-ends sleeping over at her house and discussing my problems with her and her husband. Also, being in a house full of kids was a nice distraction.
Ok, so during that time, I had some strange experiences at their house, but I dismissed them at that time because I thought I was crazy. But now, 11 months later and recognizing that this woman has been spiritually abusive to me (telling me it was my fault that my husband had manic episodes and was violent towards me because I married him 3 years ago without God’s permission, that I have to do everything she tells me or else my heart is evil), I am reconsidering my interpretation of the strange goings-on.
Basically, 11 months ago, I heard voices while I was sleeping over in their basement guest room. I thought I was losing it, and I just prayed that God would preserve my sanity, but I don’t believe it’s possible at all that I could have hallucinated any of the voices I heard, because the voices spoke in portuguese, and I do not speak portuguese. The voices sounded like this woman and her husband.
I remember some of what the voices said. The woman’s voice said “Nao catolic Jesus.” I looked it up on google translate, and the meaning is disturbing. It means “Catholicism is not Jesus.”
So what am I looking at here, as far as my own spiritual safety? I am having nothing further to do with this woman anymore. But I am afraid to even associate with any of the other people she knows, although some of the other non-denominal christian brazilians seemed caring and genuine, and this is a lonely world, I don’t want to throw out the baby with the bath water here. But if this woman is demonic, even more than just cutting myself off from association with her, or even people she know, is this enough to protect me? Am I cursed by her? Can she put an evil mojo on my life? I already am suffering health problems like rapid pulse due to the stress.
Also, if this woman is demonic, does that mean that all the people at that church are cult-members? Should I just have nothing more to do with any of them?
P.S. My husband is beginning psychiatric evaluation and treatment with a Harvard-trained Psychiatrist with 25 years experience and who specializes in bi-polar. He starts in January, and I am going away for that month to visit my sister and little nephews.
Thank you,
Sincerely,
Jennifer