I am a baptized Christian seeking unity in the Catholic Church the one true and apostolic church of Christ! I am currently attending RCIA to obtain this unity, christian ecumenism, so that I may praise and glorify the Father, Son, and Holy spirit in the church that was built upon his “rock”, St. Peter which still holds the same teachings and traditions as the first apostles (disciples) of Jesus Christ.
My husband was raised Catholic, and I Protestant (Baptist to be exact) but as I grew in maturity of faith I realized that my preconceived notions of Catholicism and of what my faith of “sola scripture” really was. (Just 2 biblical example for our Protestant Christian Bothers & Sisters: “Therefore breathern, stand fast, and hold the tradition which ye were taught, weather by word, or our epistle.” 2 Thessalonians 2:15, and “Jesus did many other things as well. If every one of them were written down, I suppose that even the whole world would not have room for the books that would be written.” John 21:25) This was a process that took several years, as the holy spirit slowly opened my eyes to see the truth. I was seeking wisdom and grace from GOD, and like a baby being nursed from infancy I was slowly feed truth (his grace) so that I may understand and recognize error (wisdom). I still have a love of my previous church, it was where I accepted Jesus’s salvific and divine nature, loved the Father, and received guidance from the Holy Spirit. However, there where many things that where happening that made my heart very sad for this church. When I brought them up to my pastor he would rationalize why it was ok, that this was more of a “gray” type area. Through the Holy Spirit and any Wisdom that God had and has bestowed upon me, my conscious yelled: there is no room for “gray” areas, or prideful rationalization to assure yourself that your not breaking one of GOD’s law, for GOD’s laws are not to be rationalized by the mind of man and only through the grace of the Holy Spirit (as these laws were made by GOD not man) can we begin a basic understanding and truly obey. I was conflicted, sad, hurt and desperately sought a church who held the laws and teachings as truth and sacred (no gray area).
After three years of seeking, and scriptural study the Holy Spirit led me home. Before this period of time, I would speak against some Catholic traditions and teachings due to lack of understanding the doctrine and catechisms. ** Much of which had to do with the veneration of Mother Mary . To us it was idolatry, that was and is a common misconception. The church teaches that we may ask Mother Mary or other saints to pray with us, for me I had to look at it as simply as asking a fellow church member to pray with me at my old Baptist Church. Mary is deserving of respect, veneration and love. Jesus, free from all sin**, GODly, and full of love loved and respected his earthly mother. Those who believe solely in “Sola Scripture” who love Christ also respect and love Mary as Christ did (Honor thy father and mother) Find one protestant who says they do not love Mary for accepting GOD’s and they do not honor Christ by honoring his mother. It is up to the individual, as GOD gave us free will, to choose adoration and divine worship of Mary which is idolatry, or to honor, respect and love her as the Only mother of Jesus Christ (GOD made flesh), as she is the mother of the King of Kings (a name befitting to her the Queen Mother and calling her such does not raise her to the level of GOD, but shows that GOD’s grace was poured over her) I choose, as I always have since protestant-ism to love, honor and respect Mother Mary the only difference** is that I ask her to pray with me as you would a “pray warrior” in a christian congregation so to speak, and to plead with her son to forgive our sins.(there are some vinal sins we commit that we are unaware of as, therefor they are not repented, as we are not Holy we cannot understand the full extent and qualifications to label sin we are human and sinners). As a mother myself, I ask my children to forgive others. Mary was and is full of grace, chosen from all women to carry Christ in her womb, birth and raise him. To not accept her special place in the nativity or His life does not show love to Christ. As he was free of sin he loved and respected his mother and so must we. Parents do not take glory for their child’s achievements but praise their children in even the smallest of these, and Mother Mary never strayed from a righteous path of humility.
So I pray for your forgiveness bothers and sisters for my ignorance that led to a predjuice in the way you respect, honor and love the Mother of Jesus as I too loved her, and that you may accept this baptized, christian catheumen in the sacrament of Eucharist in the future.
I pray that through GOD’s grace that I am able to humble myself, submit, praise, worship, love and obey him in a way that brings him glory like his willing, humble servant Mary, that all his wayward sheep come home so that they be righteously shepherded and feed, and for all those who do not know Christ for the Holy Spirit to begin the process of opening their hearts to him.
May God Bless us all.**