How do you reconcile the difficult parts of your history with the idea of the Church being the bride of Christ? I mean the misuse of political power, corrupt Popes, child sex abuse cover ups? Some severely criticise the mistakes in our faith but it feels extremely hypocritical.
I don’t reconcile the RCC’s errors because I don’t believe it to be the continuation of the Church established by our Lord Jesus Christ. They broke from the Church around 1054. The Orthodox Church does not have the same problems at such a large scale, and the teachings have not changed as they have in the RCC. You mention having read Pope Benedict XVI and Thomas Aquinas, I recommend that you go back a little further and read from the writings of St. John Chrysostom and St. Cyril of Alexandria from around the end of the 4th century. They have free writings on the internet. St. Basil the Great has a treatise
on the Holy Spirit that defends the Divinity of our Lord Jesus Christ and the Holy Spirit. When you read it, it almost sounds like he is talking against the doctrines of JWs because he was dealing with people that were trying to teach that Jesus was not equal to the Father and that the Holy Spirit was also inferior to both the Father and the Son.
When you look back and see that JWs, like many groups splintered from mainstream Protestantism, have their very recent beginnings in the US from men that thought it was a good idea to interpret the Holy Scriptures by themselves, you begin to see the prideful origin that is not so different from the first sin in the Garden of Eden. And when you look back and read writings from the Saints of the Church from the 2nd, 3rd, 4th, and 5th centuries and see that these same things are taught and practiced in the Orthodox Church, it is hard to continue following a man made religion that was invented yesterday. The so called problems with the Orthodox Church’s doctrines have been dealt with by these Saints throughout history, so you can find answers to the questions posed by Protestants, JWs, Jews, Muslims, etc. The RCC shares a lot of this history as well, and they have a lot of the same answers. Again, I am glad to see a JW on the forum and willing to read outside sources and to hold to truths in the Scripture that contradict the JW teachings.
By chance, how do you defend the JW teaching that Jesus was not resurrected in a physical body when in the Gospel of St. Luke, he specifically says that he is not a Spirit, but has flesh and bones and even eats fish and honey and allows the Apostles to touch him to know that he was physically resurrected. Christians believe that our Lord became a man and for all eternity will be man, and this is how we share in His Divinity because He shared in our humanity, joining in Himself God and man. JWs actually
teach that His body evaporated, clearly denying the words at the end of St. Luke’s Gospel.