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LISA_Annette
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You get a feeling that when strangers look at you in a grocery store line they might dislike you. You sound almost as suspicious as me—but I have to correct myself. I think to myself: 1. maybe the person is deep in thought and* just looks like *they are looking at me; 2. maybe they are looking at me ugly because they are in a bad mood—nothing to do with me; 3. Some people have that certain look that looks like anger, but they aren’t really (my sister has a crease between her brows due to constant stress or worry. Don’t attribute anything spiritual to it, like the evil one is out to get you…because that is a leap from what can have a purely common explanation as I have pointed out.I believe i am hated for this reason. the reason i say this is because, as stated, the closer i get to Jesus, the more people dislike me… The weird thing is, sometimes i get the distinct feeling they dislike me when they don’t even KNOW me… such as when in line @ grocery store and someone just gives me an evil look (etc, etc…)… this kind of thing happens SO often… and i don’t feel i am doing anything (or looking grungy or what have you) to warrant that kind of thing… Yet, when i think about it, it stands to reason that if a person serves Christ w/ all his/her heart, he/she is going to be hated by those who do not… and in the spirit realm, well, Satan knows who Christ’s followers are…
Anyway… God bless…
Also: Can you give me a story from your life of when you were persecuted for being (if you are?) Catholic? or whatever…
Thanks.
You also called yourself a loser—I can definitely tell you that you aren’t. I have had much failure in my life spiritually, financially, and carreer-wise, and I fight this low sef esteem thing too. But people in my life are always telling me I am not, “because all things happen for a reason”, so i will pass that along. We all are justified through the Blood of Christ. Remind yourself of this as often as I need to.
I have received criticism for my Catholic beliefs, but that is because some people are naturally selfish and want to validate their beliefs by throwing darts at me. I have always thought nobody likes me since i was a kid—even if they don’t know me, and this has nothing to do with religion or spiritual matters either. It follows that if one has a problem of any sort, religion or even God is not going to “wipe” it away. you still have to work on the personal problems too. I receive psychological therapy for issues of abuse in my childhood.