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Alanzo
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I was involved in Scientology for 16 years.
I reached the level of “Clear” and went on to study some of its more “advanced” training levels.
One of the first things I had asked Scientologists, prior to deciding to become one, was whether Scientology believd in God. I was told that of course it did, and was shown many of the things that lower-level people are shown as proof of this.
I had a deep faith in God, and many of the things that Scientology introduced me to in those early days were very helpful for me at the time. So I decided to become a Scientologist and devote my life to it.
I became a staff member, working for, basically, free to help others to discover Scientology and get involved, too.
But it wasn’t until I reached the higher levels, after I had spent 10 years or so in it, having spent 10’s of thousands of dollars and fully surrounding myself in the Scientology community, that I heard L Ron Hubbard say on an advanced tape that “there was no such thing as God.”
That day, I went out to the parking lot on break, looked up at the stars, and said goodbye to God. I figured that I am a Scientologist now, and Hubbard is the one who is guiding me to Total Freedom as a Spirit, and if he says there is no God, then I’ll just have to grow up and leave that aberration behind.
I now consider this incident very differently. I believe that I was derailed, and tricked into a cult that took me away from God, while charging me LOTS of money to go toward God.
Based on L Ron Hubbard’s study and application of Crowley’s ideas, he believed that he was Lucifer, the “Light-Bringer”. The very first version of OT 8, Truth Revealed (The highest existing step on the Bridge to Total Freedom) “revealed” that to its participants. Many left the Church after doing that level, and so they deleted that part.
It makes sense to me that L Ron Hubbard considered himself Lucifer, the Light Bringer. Just as Lucifer did, Hubbard rejected God, and railed against Him, based on ego and vanity.
L Ron Hubbard ended up with a 100 million dollar estate.
He also ended up dying alone, surrounded by his most greedy and fanatical staff, having disconnected from almost all of his family, insane, and on psych drugs.
Very few Scientologists can confront the information necessary to free them from this destructive cult. I, myself was told many times while I was in, all that I needed to know to see the truth of this.
But I looked away.
That is the nature of Hubbard’s “work”.
It teaches you to look away.
Whether there are similarities between L Ron Hubbard and Joseph Smith is an interesting topic for debate.
I see a few, although I know much more about L Ron Hubbard than I do about Joseph Smith.
I reached the level of “Clear” and went on to study some of its more “advanced” training levels.
One of the first things I had asked Scientologists, prior to deciding to become one, was whether Scientology believd in God. I was told that of course it did, and was shown many of the things that lower-level people are shown as proof of this.
I had a deep faith in God, and many of the things that Scientology introduced me to in those early days were very helpful for me at the time. So I decided to become a Scientologist and devote my life to it.
I became a staff member, working for, basically, free to help others to discover Scientology and get involved, too.
But it wasn’t until I reached the higher levels, after I had spent 10 years or so in it, having spent 10’s of thousands of dollars and fully surrounding myself in the Scientology community, that I heard L Ron Hubbard say on an advanced tape that “there was no such thing as God.”
That day, I went out to the parking lot on break, looked up at the stars, and said goodbye to God. I figured that I am a Scientologist now, and Hubbard is the one who is guiding me to Total Freedom as a Spirit, and if he says there is no God, then I’ll just have to grow up and leave that aberration behind.
I now consider this incident very differently. I believe that I was derailed, and tricked into a cult that took me away from God, while charging me LOTS of money to go toward God.
Based on L Ron Hubbard’s study and application of Crowley’s ideas, he believed that he was Lucifer, the “Light-Bringer”. The very first version of OT 8, Truth Revealed (The highest existing step on the Bridge to Total Freedom) “revealed” that to its participants. Many left the Church after doing that level, and so they deleted that part.
It makes sense to me that L Ron Hubbard considered himself Lucifer, the Light Bringer. Just as Lucifer did, Hubbard rejected God, and railed against Him, based on ego and vanity.
L Ron Hubbard ended up with a 100 million dollar estate.
He also ended up dying alone, surrounded by his most greedy and fanatical staff, having disconnected from almost all of his family, insane, and on psych drugs.
Very few Scientologists can confront the information necessary to free them from this destructive cult. I, myself was told many times while I was in, all that I needed to know to see the truth of this.
But I looked away.
That is the nature of Hubbard’s “work”.
It teaches you to look away.
Whether there are similarities between L Ron Hubbard and Joseph Smith is an interesting topic for debate.
I see a few, although I know much more about L Ron Hubbard than I do about Joseph Smith.