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I had a very powerful spiritual manifestation and confirmation of Joseph Smith, the Book of Mormon and the LDS Church; and every time I tell or write that story I seem to leave some details off. I seem to never be able to capture exactly what I felt and what I experienced.
Ya know, if I tell a story about my graduation from law school, I am likely to leave a few details out now and then. I doubt I would have differences like how old I was, or who gave me my diploma, or what of my friends were there…but I might skip a detail now and then. But, if GOD visited me, and spoke to me. I believe I would never forget how old I was, who was present, or what was said to me.
You must have a prodigious memory, because I cannot tell you most of the things I did when I was a teenager. If you ask me to tell some of the things I experienced during that time, I could not point out if I was 12, 13, 14, or 15. I may not even remember the house I was living at the time or the grade I was in. I have had some impressive experiences, but I cannot tell exactly my age when I had those experiences. To be very honest with you, I know I joined the Mormon Church when I was 21, but I do not recall for certain if my spiritual experience happened when I was 21 or 22. Honestly, I cannot say for sure! My birthday was a couple of months after I was baptized, but I don’t remember if the experience was before or after my birthday. This is such an insignificant detail. You get hung up on something so minor. You expect perfection out of human beings when they claim to be of God. I am sorry, but imperfection is so evident in the Bible and yet you expect perfection from a true prophet of God. I bet if Joseph was in the Bible you would believe everything he said. Moses was imperfect and disobedient and was punished for his disobedience. Abraham lied about his wife, or omitted that she was his wife. But I bet you don’t condemn Abraham for that lie! Peter denied Christ 3 times…and the list goes on and on.
The only way for you to know for sure is to ask God and He will tell you if Joseph had a first vision or not. He will tell you whether Joseph was a prophet of God or not. If you are truly and sincerely interested in knowing I know He will tell you. But, I don’t really think you want to know…You already made up your mind because you don’t think it is worth it. To me was worth it…because it was my salvation that was at risk. I am glad I received that confirmation! Joseph Smith and the restored gospel is a force for good for mankind and whether people accept our message or not, our message is to keep God’s commandments, to help one another, to serve our fellowman. This is a message of hope, love and happiness.
You assume too much. First, I was LDS. I loved the Church. I found out things about the Church and went inactive. Things happened and I left the Church. Recently, I wanted to go back. I felt called to go back. I bought a new Triple and attended Sac Meetings. I carried around General Conferences on my Iphone and listened to them. I would go to the temple (though I could not go “into” the temple, I could sit in the foyer) and read and prayed. I studied. I read, and I prayed. I was wanting to get baptized again. I wanted to go to my missionary reunion. I really wanted it to be true. I prayed all the time. The Answer was the same every time. Joseph Smith was not a prophet and the Book of Mormon was not true. I did not like answer. I kept trying. I had missionaries give me blessings. I tried so hard for it to be true. But God was very clear. The Catholic Church was the Church Christ started and the LDS Church was not true. I finally gave up and listened to God. I got the message from God that I was fooled once before, but that the LDS Church was not a true church.
Well…At least you made some effort! I commend you for that! However, I think I may know why you did not receive the confirmation. One side of you wanted to find the truth, but there is another side that had serious doubts. They both cannot coexist! This reminds me of Martin Harris when went to pray in the grove with Oliver Cowdery, David Whitmer and Joseph Smith. The angel would not visit them, because of Martin Harris. As soon as Martin left to pray at another location, the angel appeared to the other 3 men. Martin had doubts and had to pray to reconcile with God in order to see the angel, which he saw later. The message you got from God that the Mormon Church was not true…could you describe it? Was it really a voice from God or was it from your own head? Interesting, I had been Catholic all my life till 21, but I never felt the Spirit of God there. The Catholic Church was the first church of my list of churches that I crossed out. I also investigated the Jehovah Witness’s, the Adventist of the 7th Day, Spiritualism and Mormonism. Mormonism was what I was looking for all my life!
