Indeed, I did not receive a “negative testimony” re: the BoM. That said, neither did I receive an affirmative testimony that the LDS Church (or any of the LDS offshoots, for that matter) was the True Church.
Nor, for that matter, do I have a “testimony” that the Catholic Church is the One True Church. And yeah, I’ve prayed and studied about that one too, so please (not you Parker, but to the Catholic contingent) spare me the proof-texting, I’m already quite well acquainted with them.)
Yup, I can see I am going to make a lot of friends here…saying all this stuff!
Parker, what I really like about your comments above is that it very neatly reflects my own experiences when I converted from atheist/agnostic secular Jew to faith in Christ.
I can very much imagine that another Jewish person could come to the “Jesus question” in prayer yet NOT get the same answer that I got, because either they didn’t study solid Christian apologetics, or because they were not sincerely open to getting an answer other than the one with which they were “comfortable”, etc.
Well, yes, there is more to the story than what I have shared so far…HOWEVER…
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NO! NO! NO!

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I *really * wish you would have checked this out with me before making assumptions here about how I felt when you could have no way of knowing. You seem very polite and kind from what I can see from your posts overall so I’m a little surprised by this.
My reasons for discomfort with the LDS Church was not due to difference in worship styles. FWIW, this didn’t happen just at sacrament meeting, so it cannot simply be chalked up to difference in worship styles. It also happened at firesides, FHEs, RS meetings, etc. And at the time I hadn’t yet developed an appreciation for Catholic Mass and I certainly wasn’t pining away for the synagogue services of my youth.
Yeah, I definitely know what it’s like to sit through a church service that is stylistically different from what I would ideally prefer. Heck, I’ve sat through Catholic masses that had “kumbaya” music that I’ve thought was horrid!

But those kinds of experience are MUCH different than what I experienced as “spiritual nausea” in the LDS context.
Sorry, I realize that this is probably not what you want to be hearing Parker…
Okay, well, it’s true that I’m not against the LDS thing (and I’ve got a feeling a lot of Catholic posters here are probably not liking me too much for that very reason!). As for the “followeth not us”, well, I don’t happen to affirm the LDS belief that it is THE one and only “real” Church, and that I am thus somehow following Jesus on the outside of things… but I do affirm that you believe it. And I don’t believe in the Millenium either but that’s not something I loose sleep over.
But I do generally appreciate the accepting viewpoint that seems to be an LDS trait–that many of its members will affirm the good in other Christian faiths (as well as non-Christian ones, for that matter.) I find it much preferable to the “I am right and you are wrong…oh, and by the way, because you are wrong, you are lost, you poor thing” attitude. Or the “oh, I’m right and you are not, so you’re going to hell.”
Parker, I’m not sure how good of a role model I will be, but I will do my best!