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I’m signed up as a Legion of Mary Auxiliary (have been for nearly two years) and I am supposed to pray the rosary for the work of the Legion and the active members every day, as well as the rest of the Tessera (Legion prayers). In my years of being an auxiliary member, I have not managed to do this. I have trouble saying the rosary (can’t really meditate, takes me a long time to get through the 5 decades…): in all this time, I believe I have said it once for the Legion-- maybe twice --and that one time was because I was at the Acies and it was being prayed by the whole group. When I first changed from being an active member to an auxiliary member, I did not realize my duty was to say the rosary; I simply thought we were to say the catena every day.
Now, I need to make a choice: call the Legion and tell them I cannot continue being an auxiliary, or continue and try to pray one decade a day. I cannot be unreasonable and think that I will pray an entire rosary a day, but perhaps I can manage one decade. But do you think this last choice is really fair to the Legion? Is it acceptable, even? Would it be better to stop pretending and just call it quits?
Now, I need to make a choice: call the Legion and tell them I cannot continue being an auxiliary, or continue and try to pray one decade a day. I cannot be unreasonable and think that I will pray an entire rosary a day, but perhaps I can manage one decade. But do you think this last choice is really fair to the Legion? Is it acceptable, even? Would it be better to stop pretending and just call it quits?