Same. The missionaries tell me I’m not trying hard enough.
The truth is I studied theology and Church History. They really thrive on people who may have had a bad experience with religion or are in a bad spot or frankly aren’t to educated. The Book of Mormon is historically inmacurate. You won’t find any archeological evidence. Animals which didn’t arrive until the 1500s when the Spanish brought them over appear in the book. The book uses weapons which weren’t created yet. The book uses " It came to pass" so repetitively it makes me want to vomit at times, it steals verses from say the letters of Paul which in accordance with the timeline of the book were written centuries before Paul was even alive. The book also is eerily similar to the novel View of the Hebrews, written five years earlier.
The Book of Abrhaham, which I believe is in D&C was translated by papyri bought from a travelling circus. He translated this ancient Egyptian into the Book of Abraham. Modern Egyptologists have translated it and it is nothing more than a funeral rite for someone who died and alludes to Osiris , an Egyptian god.
Joseph Smith was a deceiver who didn’t realize someday people who be able to catch his lies. Most Mormons are very ignorant about it. Trusting the Spirit? They love that verse from James there about asking for wisdom. Funny they reject the deuteroconicals which Luther didn’t like yet accept James which Luther tried to take out calling it a “load of straw”.