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Thankyou TBcrawford:

I was going to come on here and delete myself from this site out of embaressment omg
‘Look what i told on here’

It helped what you said- your support…
like i said kind of mixed up…i was emotionally distraught when i wrote my last post here.
so i imagine it was hard to follow.

my eldest son i have blocked from calling me.
my sick son…well I did the tough love i called police when he went out the door sunday night with shorts no socks in cold winter going to walk miles to a big city…an hour later or so.he came to back door as police and ambulance were arrving…frozen…swearing at me…(remember he is ill) the cops were arriving same time, my son then tried to grab more clothes and screamed viciously at me when he see them out the door.

I have protected him for so long…took care of him …my family when he was in teens attempted the same thing. My eldest daughter long time away from home-stepped in at that time…he came home…
but he is not well much greater. My doctor is now attempting to write letter she told me yesterday to have him sent as i intended in first place sunday…to phyciatrist in a different place. Theplace he is at is a crisis reposonse telephone place with now a shelter .
I use to call this place when i needed support bearing my soul for support.

My sister knows all of them in these different towns …and she worked with this crisis woman one i never talked to before…the lies were I kicked him.out…ect…I almost thought i wouldn’t make it last couple days…I called him there workers were rude to me…using my vulnerabilities that they new of me…stating…when I said If my son comits suicide in your care ( unprofessional no psyciatrists ect) I said I will lay charges…she responded i know you …you won’t do it! Nightmare yu betcha… my god I thought I never gave them my name before…and now i am exposed! I ts hard to fight injustice when you can barely stand anymore…or catch your breathe…I talked to my son there he is not in right mind…saying I am getting them to drive me to another shelter in city where i can meet these girls i met online…I know as he has said many times…to me…I am going to kill my self and this time you won’t be able to save me.

I finally got him to tell worker to give permission for me to have all information on him…and also my doctor said for hm to give permision for her to get info…he is over 18.

He reluctanty did…I had to be forceful…with him in talking…the workers would cover thephone encouraging not to…as the response when he came back to phone… they said yes he gave permission but we are still not telling you anything…

Wow huh? and when my doctor called them they fooled her…she called me and said they are going to put in in some supportive housing…of course where i would never know where.
I told my doctor I told you all this yesterday but say it all again…i told her about what the workers were sauying to me ect.
I cannot keep trying to convince people of the truth…but I have to to help my son get the right help and possibly medication…but in a place that he monitered while medicine is tried…my doctor is now writing letter…she said she was writing no one woul know what is best for my son more than his mother…(me)
I was relieved and I pray she doesn’t fall short of what she told me last night…

You like reading my journal…I feel so stupid…

I prayed with mychildren- hoping in my weak state my family will not try to attack me…I am scared …because what i have learned they want to hurt me…and if that means using my children they do it…Remember i have had no contact with them in 4 years…I finallly was able to break the ties of abuse from them…its hard…I should of done it so much sooner…

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I know my sick son …has been awful…but please pray for him…that God brings him home safe and healthy and my doctor succeeds at getting him to place he needs to be to get well. I would of rather if God waved his magic want and created a miracle…but I am too sorrowful…to believe in that miracle at this moment.

If the priest in my area was someone I felt i could go to I would of…I called to talk to a priest i once admired his goodness…his common sense ect…he moved far away some years ago…he had moved from there I spoke with the priest that was there…I was sodistraught…It seems like he wanted to run for the hills…I will try to call the other priest where he moved…

But he is older now…I don’t want to bother him…i don’t know.

yes I want to move…my eldest daughter changed…as the years away she has become vain in her position (career) she said she would help me move…this summer…I began boxing things up my home inchaos now…when I said I am ready to …she continued to not answer her phone…this christmas i won’t see her…or my ill son…

my family wrote and may still be writing her emails…she use to tell me about it…where that same sister…called her stupid…among many other things…such as your mom is making you the sacrificial lamb…whatever that means… the reason…stupid to have anything to do with me.

They won…

I know TB that God is not doing this to me…but people are…but still he could stop it.

I came on this site to ask for prayers also my heart went out to many…and i wrote and posted my prayer for them…I feel bad that i don’t have the strength to post any prayers at this time for those in dire situations …as well.

I prayed with my two youngest last night…I told them to pray for their brother (ill one) for us and mom (me) together in prayer …is strength in numbers…I expected to keel over at that point…but it was about 15 minutes after…I laughed at something…a bit was lifted from me. I said oh my God is going to create a miracle for my (ill son) my other son said mom maybe he is just giving you peace now.

God use to speak to me…for many years…inspired messages…visions so beautiful…I don’t hear him anymore.

Thankyou TB for responding …it must be exhausting to read all this…

I cried to a nurse at the clilnic the other day…she is a christian person…she said to me soon the light will shine for you…I said you think so…she said ‘I know so’

I hope and pray sincerely that is true.

Please pray for a miracle for my (ill son) that God guids my doctor and he gets the help he needs…and he comes home better.

thankyou.
 
My dear friend I am so happy to hear from you today.
You show such courage and faith!

I will continue to pray for you and for your ill son and for your entire situation to improve.Thankyou for your patience and perseverance and God does love you and will guide you.
I look forward to hearing form you again soon.Warmest wishes for you God bless

Lord please grant healing to her ill son and open the hearts and minds of all these family members.I ask You to comfort and guide our friend ‘TheGreatestLove’ please grant her strength and wisdom courage and faith.May she feel Your deep love for her as You have for all Your children.Lord please guide the doctors and medical professionals taking care fo her ill son.Please guide them to have the knowledge and skills necessary to help him and heal him.Lord please place Your healing hand upon our friend and this situation and grant this situation can be reconciled.Amen

Memorare (Prayer to Our Lady)
Remember, O most gracious Virgin Mary, that never was it known that anyone who fled to your protection, implored your help, or sought your intercession, was left unaided.
Inspired by this confidence, I fly unto you, O Virgin of virgins, my Mother. To you do I come, before you I stand, sinful and sorrowful. O Mother of the Word Incarnate, despise not my petitions, but in your mercy, hear and answer me. Amen
 
Hello to you The Greatest Love,
I have been away for a while, sorry, but have kept you in my heart and prayers. What suffering you are going through! But I sense you are a strong person, even though sometimes you may not think so, who has the courage to pray and trust God.

Put all in His hands and He will see you through all. Pray especially to His mother, Mary. She is our mother too and will console you and bring graces and blessings for you and your family from her Son.Praying hard for you.

MEMORARE OF OUR LADY
Remember O Most Gracious Virgin Mary
That never was it known that anyone who fled to thy protection
Implored thy help, or sought thy intercession was left unaided
Inspired by this confidence, I fly to thee
O Virgin of Virgins, my mother
To thee do I come, before thee I stand sinful and sorrowful
O Mother of the Word Incarnate
Despise not my petitions
But in thy mercy hear and answer me. Amen.

Sub Tuum Praesidium
We fly to thy patronage, O Holy Mother of God
Despise not our petitions in our necessities
But deliver us always from all dangers
O glorious and blessed Virgin. Amen
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Lord please grant healing to her ill son and open the hearts and minds of all these family members.I ask You to comfort and guide our friend ‘TheGreatestLove’ please grant her strength and wisdom courage and faith.May she feel Your deep love for her as You have for all Your children.Lord please guide the doctors and medical professionals taking care fo her ill son.Please guide them to have the knowledge and skills necessary to help him and heal him.Lord please place Your healing hand upon our friend and this situation and grant this situation can be reconciled.Amen

Memorare (Prayer to Our Lady)
Remember, O most gracious Virgin Mary, that never was it known that anyone who fled to your protection, implored your help, or sought your intercession, was left unaided.
Inspired by this confidence, I fly unto you, O Virgin of virgins, my Mother. To you do I come, before you I stand, sinful and sorrowful. O Mother of the Word Incarnate, despise not my petitions, but in your mercy, hear and answer me. Amen
 
Lord please grant healing to her ill son and open the hearts and minds of all these family members.I ask You to comfort and guide our friend ‘TheGreatestLove’ please grant her strength and wisdom courage and faith.May she feel Your deep love for her as You have for all Your children.Lord please guide the doctors and medical professionals taking care fo her ill son.Please guide them to have the knowledge and skills necessary to help him and heal him.Lord please place Your healing hand upon our friend and this situation and grant this situation can be reconciled.Amen

Memorare (Prayer to Our Lady)
Remember, O most gracious Virgin Mary, that never was it known that anyone who fled to your protection, implored your help, or sought your intercession, was left unaided.
Inspired by this confidence, I fly unto you, O Virgin of virgins, my Mother. To you do I come, before you I stand, sinful and sorrowful. O Mother of the Word Incarnate, despise not my petitions, but in your mercy, hear and answer me. Amen
 
Thankyou TB and DEE…Your prayers are spirit filled , and have brought many tears to my eyes. Thankyou for your great support as well, As I don’t feel so courageous…but to hear that you see me as so, makes me say keep fighting.

Everytime I think of the two major issues I have at this time…my stomach turns so badly…
Pray that my youngest will get into the right school…still having problems there I am sickened by it all. My ill son I have called -but my families interference and my eldest son…
is disturbing. My ill son…is now trying to blame me in many ways…he still remains at that shelter place. Saying he doesn’t want to talk to those workers. He is controlled easily by others yet is trying to control me to no end.

I am keeping a tough upper lip, Its hard. There is so many power and control issues in my family and as it seems alot in the world. Even though I know this stems from dysfunctional backgrounds causing insecurities…and the need to feel strong…by attempting to try to over power someone they feel is in a weak state of mind.
The principle of that school seems to have won…with her lies and she goes to any extent to be over another. She has slandered me …even on paper…to make me look like the guilty one…My crime- my love for my children! What she has caused …is unbelievable.

Pray that God fights all the slander and sins of evil intendors- that has caused my youngest to feel lost as well. Yes I have called other schools…they ask 20,000 questions…I need strength to get back my self-empowerment -so I can stand firm again.

Thankyou for saying I am strong…but I need tremendous courage at this time…to know that even alone I can pack and move…but the fear is so great …that where I Go will be the right place for my children and I.

Someone once told me to write a book…I said I couldn’t I am so tired…Well by the time I am done here maybe one of you would wish to write it.lol

Maybe it could change the lives of anyone else suffering a life as I am.

I need God to take over- all of this…

thankyou…:gopray2:
 
This is differing from the subject but not really. I had a dream last night. There was a woman getting married she had no one at her wedding…she resembled a nother sister of mine whom lives far away ( in whom has been detached as well from my family-after I begun many years trying to detach from the abuse( a long journey indeed) I guess she was the next vulnerable in line.

The woman getting married seemed so sad…I was trying to make it better seeing no one seemed to be at the wedding and the groom was silent but there. She began to take off her wedding gown in discouragement-I told her to put it back on that I would take pictures of such a special day…I tried…and I think I got a pic taken.

I then was in a building with a very narrow spiral staircase hard to climb, it seemed old.
I was telling someone about it…this man said (whom I didn’t see but just heard) said what is the name of the staircase- I in my dream…replied ‘chapel something’ In my dream I thought i was telling him the maker of the stairs.

I woke up hoping God was telling me where to move. I looked up chapel and it kept bringing me to -the sante fe in mexico (Loretto chapel) I finally began to read and look at the pictures which definetely resembled the staircase in my dream. except the one in my dream needed repair.
The staircase I viewed ‘loretto chapel’ was never a story i have heard before.
apparantly in the 1800’s the sisters of the chapel… needed repair on the staircase.
But it was told unfixable ect . by a couple carpenters…The sisters prayed for a number of days to ST. Joseph Through Jesus/God.
On the final day of their prayers…a carpenter showed up on a donkey with a toolbox.
He repaired the stairs without nails…ect. when he was finished …they were going to pay him but he was nowhere to be found…(Story? google at Loretto chapel)
It has been know to have been a miracle and believed that It was St Joseph himself that came.

Can someone explain or maybe understand why that dream came to me…when I just wanted to know where to live.(I can’t go to mexico lol)

Yes I have had numerous dreams all my life…

Is there an answer in hear that I am not seeing?

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Thank you for your kind words, will keep on praying and being there for you.

Not sure what to advise right now, but your mention of St Joseph, made me think that it is best to put all your troubles and decisions into his capable hands. You will know, when the time comes, what to do.
I think you should spend time considering all your options with regard to a move, especially before saying anything to the children.( My experience is that they don’t like change and moving can make them feel insecure, no matter how much you tell them they will like it.) God bless.

MEMORARE OF ST JOSEPH

Remember, O most illustrious Patriarch St Joseph, on the testimony of St Teresa, thy devoted client, never has it been heard that anyone invoked thy protection or sought thy mediation who has not obtained relief. In this confidence I come before thee, my loving protector, chaste Spouse of Mary, foster-father of the Saviour of men and dispenser of the treasures of His Sacred Heart. Despise not my earnest prayer but graciously hear and obtain my petition.
Let us pray
O God, Who by Thy ineffable Providence didst vouchsafe to choose Blessed Joseph for the spouse of Thy most holy Mother, grant, we beseech Thee, that he whom we venerate as our protector on earth may be our intecessor in Heaven. Who livest and reignest for ever and ever. Amen
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Bless your heart xx

You are being strong and displaying such courage.I shall continue to keep you in my daily prayers.I ask God to be with you through all your struggles and guide you and comfort you.You should indeed write a book one day perhaps get a reocring device and speak your story so you dont have to type it 🙂
Your experiences could help others who may face your situation.
I am sorry you face these daily emotional upheavals and it brings such pain to you.You are remarkable however and God loves you.I shall pray He grants you further strength courage and comfort.
You have us friends here rooting for you

God bless you

Lord please grant healing to her ill son and open the hearts and minds of all these family members.I ask You to comfort and guide our friend ‘TheGreatestLove’ please grant her strength and wisdom courage and faith.May she feel Your deep love for her as You have for all Your children.Lord please guide the doctors and medical professionals taking care fo her ill son.Please guide them to have the knowledge and skills necessary to help him and heal him.Lord please place Your healing hand upon our friend and this situation and grant this situation can be reconciled.Amen

Memorare (Prayer to Our Lady)
Remember, O most gracious Virgin Mary, that never was it known that anyone who fled to your protection, implored your help, or sought your intercession, was left unaided.
Inspired by this confidence, I fly unto you, O Virgin of virgins, my Mother. To you do I come, before you I stand, sinful and sorrowful. O Mother of the Word Incarnate, despise not my petitions, but in your mercy, hear and answer me. Amen
 
Thankyou Dee Thankyou TB…

Your words are inspiring. It brings me a moment of sanity throughout this ordeal.
Its christmas with every bit of strength i didn’t know I had, I managed to go shopping.
I bought for my eldest daughter my ill son as well. You know how hard it is…to try
to be strong…and say I will just put away…for maybe another time they will be here!
As it doesn’t appear I will see either one.
Truthfully everything I did was for my kids, in sickness and in health.
my oldest son is still tormenting me through email Saying ‘WE’ are taking care of the matter, we will keep you updated on his progress’
what do you see in that statement. He wrote last night again saying (my sick son) needs all his id to do anything" This is the sick control I have lived with for so many years, always holding my head up outside, crying only in private, because my family would use my tears as weakness and threaten me. I would cry why mom…( one time when I was in therapy and was being taught to stand up for myself. my mother and my oldest sister…would make mocking sounds tsk tsk oh look she isn’t well…the other would join in in agreeance. What I learned in my situation, is don’t let them see your tears or they will threaten your children cause they know you are in weak time.

I cherished my relationship with God- the miracles were astounding ( not it didn’t win me the lottery) but showed me things I never expected to see. example: A time some years ago, an abusive ex of mine …kept me in court for 5 years attempting custody or access to one of my children. I couldn’t believe the corruptness of the court. I prayed but always felt the bad ones would win. I begged God to make it stop- I couldn’t take anymore. I would hear inspired messages such as ‘Deliverance’ when that child had to see lawyer privately i was sick with despair that this boy had been through enough. i requested a room with two way mirror ( as they would not let me in the room with him, he was only 8 at that time)
Its terrible when someone ties a mothers’ hands- from protecting her child.

I behind the 2 way mirror prayed and prayed- I could hear mumbling and my son feeling unsafe…all of a sudden…the child lawyer who was questioning him( as my ex had everything turned against me) the child lawyer became agigated or uncomfortable like he couldn’t speak anymore in that room. I observed thinking whats going on? in seconds i seen a mulitude of angels hovering back and forth around the room. Soon the child lawyer could not speak…and came out of room. ( he was not a nice man previous) he came out saying to me, please forgive i am so sorry…he looked like he was ready to run off a cliff somewhere. I had at that time 2 people as advocates for me and my son; they exclaimed what in the heck happened to him? ect ect ect.
I knew…what has taken place…but I couldn’t say. Unfortunately we live in a world that does not accept but actually condemns the Spirit of God…and visions thereof.
I knew…

The priest some time ago that wanted to document me for the catholic church…gave me a warning though…be careful who you tell, you have children, i was in early 30’s at that time.
I thought such beautiful spirituality…are we not supose to share it. He said He never had nothing like I had but wished he did. hummmm…no he doesn’t…what comes with a gifts and or gifts…is alot of suffering it seems??? But mine is too overwhelming.
God thinks I am stronger than I am. The priest said at that time you have children…I didn’t quite understand…He said women like yu use to get burned at the stake a long time ago for these gifts. Today…I understand…I told my mother about these beautiful visions…no matter how she treated me…my therapist at that time…said ooh no don’t tell your family.
So many mistakes i made…they called me crazy ( wasn’t nothing new really) but it manifested within me…so I struggle thinking maybe i am crazy.

I need God to bring forth his Angels…to hover once again over my self and my children to dispell all evil…in any form from entering into the hearts and minds of myself and my children. Pray for this…i only have seen visions vaguely from time to time in the past several years. Why is he seem to be distant. I believed before I ever seen, I never had to see to believe…But he let me see.

Then I saw the darker side…where satan came after me through my dreams, I supose through differnt people, as I am seeing today. I despise all evil…and maybe i know too much.
But sometimes though I am not sure what God asks of me…He overestimates me.
By The Grace of God, I beg you dee TB Even if this is too hard to comprehend …and you have only heards bits and peices of my story. but I beg you to pray for God to once again provide his shield and forces of Angels around me and children…and dispell all evil .

No I am not a perfect person, and yes I feel unworthy of all that I have seen and heard By the Love Of Jesus.

Please Pray with all of your hearts and souls, I know you must grow tired.

Thankyou my friends.
 
Thinking of you my friend xx

Lord please grant healing to her ill son and open the hearts and minds of all these family members.I ask You to comfort and guide our friend ‘TheGreatestLove’ please grant her strength and wisdom courage and faith.May she feel Your deep love for her as You have for all Your children.Lord please guide the doctors and medical professionals taking care fo her ill son.Please guide them to have the knowledge and skills necessary to help him and heal him.Lord please place Your healing hand upon our friend and this situation and grant this situation can be reconciled.Amen

Memorare (Prayer to Our Lady)
Remember, O most gracious Virgin Mary, that never was it known that anyone who fled to your protection, implored your help, or sought your intercession, was left unaided.
Inspired by this confidence, I fly unto you, O Virgin of virgins, my Mother. To you do I come, before you I stand, sinful and sorrowful. O Mother of the Word Incarnate, despise not my petitions, but in your mercy, hear and answer me. Amen
 
Lord please grant healing to her ill son and open the hearts and minds of all these family members.I ask You to comfort and guide our friend ‘TheGreatestLove’ please grant her strength and wisdom courage and faith.May she feel Your deep love for her as You have for all Your children.Lord please guide the doctors and medical professionals taking care fo her ill son.Please guide them to have the knowledge and skills necessary to help him and heal him.Lord please place Your healing hand upon our friend and this situation and grant this situation can be reconciled.Amen

Memorare (Prayer to Our Lady)
Remember, O most gracious Virgin Mary, that never was it known that anyone who fled to your protection, implored your help, or sought your intercession, was left unaided.
Inspired by this confidence, I fly unto you, O Virgin of virgins, my Mother. To you do I come, before you I stand, sinful and sorrowful. O Mother of the Word Incarnate, despise not my petitions, but in your mercy, hear and answer me. Amen
 
Be sure of our love and prayers through all your difficulties. Trust in God.
**
MEMORARE OF OUR LADY**
Remember O Most Gracious Virgin Mary
That never was it known that anyone who fled to thy protection
Implored thy help, or sought thy intercession was left unaided
Inspired by this confidence, I fly to thee
O Virgin of Virgins, my mother
To thee do I come, before thee I stand sinful and sorrowful
O Mother of the Word Incarnate
Despise not my petitions
But in thy mercy hear and answer me. Amen.
*
Sub Tuum Praesidium*
We fly to thy patronage, O Holy Mother of God
Despise not our petitions in our necessities
But deliver us always from all dangers
O glorious and blessed Virgin. Amen
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what is going on? Just as soon as I have made a decision based on any instincts from God (though) so vague…it seems. I thought I had my daughter in a school. The reason I decided on this school is she gets bused the distance. It is a ‘Christian School’ well well well…
every day i feel more like Job- I said to God before no , I do not want what Job went through.

I went by when I contacted different schools- I listened …If I heard any note of craziness…
like one said to me principle of another school…well we will have to get her records from other school and review this could take some time, I exclaimed wht??? One public school.

I called the christian school non funded by the government. for the third time…today I said ok you are going there based on the fact -that it appeared to have common sense…the key word here is ‘appeared’ well told my daughter you are going there. then a counsellor type person from that school called me…seemed nice enough lst 30 seconds…then came the holier than though. My God…He continued to harass me over and over about the cost of running the school and how …I should contribute. I said I don’t have the money this was ok’d when i spoke to the secretary of the school…He used God …to manipulate or attempt to manipulate me over and over…making statements such as…we have other peop;e here that are will to sacrifice so much just to come to this school. Even people like ‘me’ who cannot afford it. He said my priority should be this…I finally responded my lst priority is to feed my children. He wouldn’t acknowledge anything I said. Said things like we are a family here and we work together as a family…then he would say if you don’t pay then someone else has to pay for you.

Well I was mad at God…why let me know so late Jesus…why? Now I am back where I started…I was not going to church there just an education for my daughter…
and she would be bussed that long distance.

It all started in the catholic school…where the abusive principle still resides with a smurk on her face…Oh by the way did I ever tell you last year in school in my sons class…actually religion class …when she was speaking to them about the sacraments…She then thought she would tell them a little story-About a funeral she had been to. The man she told them was a ‘Free Mason’ and boasted of how wonderful the free masons were!!!
and how great it was when they perfomed their ritual at the funeral…

Well folks…People of Prayer…Will you be afraid to respond on this…Yes I told the priest here about it…he said they are an enemie of the catholic church…then abruptly said he had to go.

Did you know The freemasons are quite a number where I live…you know what else…some time ago a man that didn’t even know me…told me you know why the police don’t help you there where you live when the people there torment you endlessly? Because the majority of police are free masons business owners so on and so forth.

He said I was a target. What do you think of that…please come back with the holy spirit…but do not come back with only words of prayer…I need answers and I think some of you have them.

Like I said you only know barely half the story…and that is probably what is happening why my daughter cannot get into another school…and why in the bloody hell…is a principle allowed to boast about the free masons in a catholic school…

Though my mother did not seem to have love for me…she did some years back tell me the story of when she was only a little girl…and how they avoided the temples of the free masons…and when they had their parade they chanted down with the catholics’
she said the priest would go around to all catholic homes saying stay in your homes today…alot were shot my mother told me…I said what happened to the ones that shot them.she said nothing.

So tell me as I am here in dire need of help and prayers…who is the real enemies???
and why am I in the middle of it…Yes for many years I have been attacked by neighbours…my cat of some years ago…crawled home after 10 days missing…with a torture nuse on its neck…almsot decapitated. everytime I tried to loosen it it went tighter…like a cord.

This principle is in the catholic school here…and still remains.
My daughter is without here schooling.

How hard can yous pray!!!

How hard would yous stand beside me and fight injustice???
Unrighteousness??

I have alone…but now I have grown weak and tired…Do you think God would angered that not one catholic comes to my aid!!! and I mean physically!

Maybe it is not my test…but maybe the test of all those who claim such christianity in Christ?

Who in the catholic church came to pray over my son when he attempted suicide???
I called a priest…he didn’t bother.

I prayed over in while i looked behind while the nurses laughed and mocked me…i continued…because I knew my faith…and belief would be Gods’ hands bringing my son back. He lived…But now is gone again…

Love is an action…so as prayer should be.
Gods promise to the righteous was punishment of their enemies.
Key word ‘righteous’

dee you said to move now…I agree with you…no help to do it…no money to do it…
Dear Jesus- For what have I done that you would have me suffer at the hands of my enemies. Have I not been faithful…I loved you so dearly…nothing could ever take that love away. But your people have become lost and afraid…and left me abandoned…
Have you to Lord abandoned me?
 
Lord please grant healing to her ill son and open the hearts and minds of all these family members.I ask You to comfort and guide our friend ‘TheGreatestLove’ please grant her strength and wisdom courage and faith.May she feel Your deep love for her as You have for all Your children.Lord please guide the doctors and medical professionals taking care fo her ill son.Please guide them to have the knowledge and skills necessary to help him and heal him.Lord please place Your healing hand upon our friend and this situation and grant this situation can be reconciled.Amen

Memorare (Prayer to Our Lady)
Remember, O most gracious Virgin Mary, that never was it known that anyone who fled to your protection, implored your help, or sought your intercession, was left unaided.
Inspired by this confidence, I fly unto you, O Virgin of virgins, my Mother. To you do I come, before you I stand, sinful and sorrowful. O Mother of the Word Incarnate, despise not my petitions, but in your mercy, hear and answer me. Amen
 
Lord please grant healing to her ill son and open the hearts and minds of all these family members.I ask You to comfort and guide our friend ‘TheGreatestLove’ please grant her strength and wisdom courage and faith.May she feel Your deep love for her as You have for all Your children.Lord please guide the doctors and medical professionals taking care fo her ill son.Please guide them to have the knowledge and skills necessary to help him and heal him.Lord please place Your healing hand upon our friend and this situation and grant this situation can be reconciled.Amen

Memorare (Prayer to Our Lady)
Remember, O most gracious Virgin Mary, that never was it known that anyone who fled to your protection, implored your help, or sought your intercession, was left unaided.
Inspired by this confidence, I fly unto you, O Virgin of virgins, my Mother. To you do I come, before you I stand, sinful and sorrowful. O Mother of the Word Incarnate, despise not my petitions, but in your mercy, hear and answer me. Amen
 
tbcrawford said:
Lord please grant healing to her ill son and open the hearts and minds of all these family members.I ask You to comfort and guide our friend ‘TheGreatestLove’ please grant her strength and wisdom courage and faith.May she feel Your deep love for her as You have for all Your children.Lord please guide the doctors and medical professionals taking care fo her ill son.Please guide them to have the knowledge and skills necessary to help him and heal him.Lord please place Your healing hand upon our friend and this situation and grant this situation can be reconciled.Amen

Memorare (Prayer to Our Lady)
Remember, O most gracious Virgin Mary, that never was it known that anyone who fled to your protection, implored your help, or sought your intercession, was left unaided.
Inspired by this confidence, I fly unto you, O Virgin of virgins, my Mother. To you do I come, before you I stand, sinful and sorrowful. O Mother of the Word Incarnate, despise not my petitions, but in your mercy, hear and answer me. Amen
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Thankyou for your continued prayers.
One prayer in regards to schooling I believe has been answered, She is now enrolled in another school. The other morning with my last breathe and last breathe of faith it seems, I blessed myself…said 'the oh gracious virgin mary ’ prayer with a glory be to the father and to the son and to the holy spirit. I felt hopeless. I was looking for the small peices of paper with school numbers and was going to call one I would have to drive a distance…when the other paper flipped over…i looked up at God…called that number again…and it was different…and she now will be back in school.

Thankyou for your prayers.

I am feelilng numb in regard to my ill son…I seem afraid to call him , but i tried today…as I felt something wasn’t right, he was not there for me to talk with. But i don’t know what tosay to him anymore. everything that comes back when i tried to call him…was negative.

Still functioning suprisingly…though i am fearful for him. Just so tired.
Forgive me if I have exhausted all you who pray here…That was not my intentions.

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Hail Mary, full of grace.
the Lord is with thee.
Blessed art thou amongst women,
and blessed is the fruit of thy womb,
Jesus.
Holy Mary, Mother of God,
pray for us sinners,
now and at the hour of our death.
Amen.
 
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