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Oneiron
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No, I wanted something to stop me from being alone, which I finally did for myself. God neevr helped me with anything, but you’re just going to say that it was god and not I that did that.You wanted both material comfort and the awareness of God’s existence at the same time. It may be that this was an inherently impossible request, and the reason your prayers were not answered.
If God offered health and wealth to all who say a few rosaries, Christianity would swiftly degenerate into a cargo cult. On the other hand, if prayers were never answered, then they would be futile.
A lot of atheists have absent or weak fathers. That doesn’t tell us much about the actual truth or falsehood of the belief, but it does tell us to distrust human conclusions. I am sorry that your childhood was not a happy one. However it is over now, and now we’ve got to live in the present. As the Jews say, the immature man sees smoke rising from his street and says “please God let that not be my house”. The mature man prays “please God give me the strength to deal with this situation”.
As for my parents, they were not bad parents at all, except a tad controlling. They always made sure evrything was okay, always made sure I was never without.
And about my parents not listening, my dad was military and always on TDY, and my mom had to work 10-12 hours a day just so we could live in our house and pay the bills. had they listened to your god’s call for them to be there, we wouldn’t have been able to pay a mortgage.
Oh, and everyone says pelase god let that not be my house. The mature people simply add “If it is, let things be okay, if it not, then please let there be a way I can help.”