Don’t mind at all Beth.
I am still a pastor who is responsible to feed and protect the flock. An under shepherd if you will. You seem to have a disconnect to the duties and responsibilities of a pastor, priest or presbyter whether catholic or protestant. You post also reveals a lacking of knowledge about basic catholicism by your confusing of the title friar or father and the responsibilities of a priest. I am glad you are here and hope you have an open heart to learning, so you can at least know what you accept and reject.
As an Anglican Priest and hopefully a Catholic one, I believe I am being obedient to God and Christ as written in scripture and revealed in the teachings of history, tradition and the Church. I am not acting contrary to God’s perspective. I know you as a baptistic person believe I am, for I once thought as you did. I disliked what I thought the Catholic Church believed and taught. **When I honestly began reading scripture, history, canons and catechisms of the Church, **I realized what I had been told about catholicism did not match up to what the Church truly believes and teaches. I examined my then current beliefs and found them to be “new” in most cases. Jewish theology, liturgy etc the early church drew heavily from did not match what I heard about the baptist church being a first century church. For example. Another is scriptural gymnastics to uphold dispensational teachings and proof reading of scripture to support then held beliefs. It was actually the Presbyterians who taught me to look for the complete meaning of scripture, and to not take a verse here or there out of context to support new theology. My Grandfather, of blessed memory, was a SBC pastor and associational director for about 60 years. He taught me to not read one verse of scripture to try and support a theological position. But to read the entire chapter and the one before and after to understand what God is teaching.
When I read the entire canon of scripture, you know the books most protestants now reject, along with secular and church history…well the Holy Spirit opened my eyes. Much like the scales falling from Paul’s eyes in the Acts of the Apostles.
I did not like what I learned. Wanted to reject it, for to accept it meant a big part of me was in error. Through prayer, study and the guidance of the Holy Spirit objection after objection fell away. The Holy Spirit lead me home.
I came to faith in Christ as a baptist. Learned to love Christ as a baptist. I am glad and thank God I was born into a family of pastors who loved their children so much they taught them daily about salvation. I am also glad and thank God he has revealed to me the fullness of my faith as found in catholicism.
Blessings
Fr. Mark