Email/pm an admin to close the thread.
Your sin isn’t beyond forgiveness, the idea of an annulment is that the conditions under which the pledge was made where not what they appeared, so it is not binding, nor is it binding to keep in a relationship if not possible, you may not be married again until the spouse has died, or an annulment gotten, but you may get forgiveness- the closest confessional is where it is, few minute, or hours (depending on time), and you are as good as new.
There are pleanty of worse things out there, yours is minor as compared, even though it’s maybe grave matter. A catholic may validly get a civil divorce, it does not dissolve anything, that’s the church’s job, but the rules are much more open to you, and you are alive, so there’s every hope, don’t fall to dispair, it is the only thing God doesn’t want right now. We are all in the same boat, so long as we turn to God, you are my sister, in christ, if you choose him, we are both in line with grace, any action now is going to be through it.
p.s. no one knows your name, so it could be fine, but click on traditional catholicism, and on one of the moderators, click pm, and ask to close the thread, and delte it. Marc Aupiais.
God’s blessing, and you are still in my prayers, sister in Christ.
You now can become what God designed you for, don’t give in just yet, but I know that the choice you make is ours, and you have been given the grace for it.
