Perhaps you can clarify what you were referring to in this reference to “personal attacks”?
If you notice the quotes you pulled up, Lily was attacking the scholarship of the people she thought I was studying through or with. I was refering to her attack on them. I told her not to blame anyone for my understandings. I study for myself (not in a vacuum - I think you made that observation and brought it to light which I agreed).
You seem to care enough to argue against the Teaching of the Apostles on the matter.
I can’t remember which of the direct teachings of the NT I’ve disagreed with. It’s been teachings after the NT cannon that I’ve commented on, not the direct teachings of the NT. If I’m incorrect, please show me the teachings of the 1st century apostles that I’ve disagreed with.
It seems to me that people don’t bother to engage in discussion on topics that are of no interest. Since you are so convinced that the Apostles “made a mistake” in choosing Matthias, you obviously care enough to try to convince us that what we received from the Once for All Deposit of Faith is wrong.
I’m not exactly sure why I made the original comment. That’s so many words ago. However, I’ve continues the conversation only in response to comments by you and others. I’ve had to correct your wrong understandings of what I’ve said.
Paul told us that when he was weak, God told him that’s when His grace will make him strong.
2 Corinthians 12:
9 And He said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for My strength is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore most gladly I will rather boast in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me.
10 Therefore I take pleasure in infirmities, in reproaches, in needs, in persecutions, in distresses, for Christ’s sake. For when I am weak, then I am strong.
IMO, getting things wrong sometimes is a weakness. God is bigger than our mistakes.
2Co 3:
5 Not that we are sufficient of ourselves to think of anything as being from ourselves, but our sufficiency is from God,
6 who also made us sufficient as ministers of the new covenant, not of the letter but of the Spirit; for the letter kills, but the Spirit gives life.
Roman 7:14-8:1
14 ¶ For we know that the law is spiritual: but I am carnal, sold under sin.
15 For that which I do I allow not: for what I would, that do I not; but what I hate, that do I.
16 If then I do that which I would not, I consent unto the law that it is good.
17 Now then it is no more I that do it, but sin that dwelleth in me.
18 For I know that in me (that is, in my flesh,) dwelleth no good thing: for to will is present with me; but how to perform that which is good I find not.
19 For the good that I would I do not: but the evil which I would not, that I do.
20 Now if I do that I would not, it is no more I that do it, but sin that dwelleth in me.
21 I find then a law, that, when I would do good, evil is present with me.
22 For I delight in the law of God after the inward man:
23 But I see another law in my members, warring against the law of my mind, and bringing me into captivity to the law of sin which is in my members.
24 O wretched man that I am! who shall deliver me from the body of this death?
25 I thank God through Jesus Christ our Lord. So then with the mind I myself serve the law of God; but with the flesh the law of sin.
1 ¶ There is therefore now no condemnation to them which are in Christ Jesus, who walk not after the flesh, but after the Spirit.