Thank you for this response. It encouraged me.
I realize I’m the thread starter here and now after over 3 weeks of no receiving Communion I’m beginning to have a hard time with it.
What happened with me is once the quarantine began Mass was suspended until April 3 (about 3 weeks). I thought no problem, I can easily do that. I felt I had a lot of Eucharistic power in my reserve, having gone to Mass almost daily in the past 3-4 months. Then I got excited when many of the local parishes started streaming, which was around the time I began this thread. Since then, I have been participating in the online Mass every day and making the Spiritual Communion. I always pray the Spiritual Communion on the days I don’t go to Mass normally. While this tided me over, maybe it’s because it’s been over 21 days (the habit timeline as many say) or because it’s past the original date, or I just miss receiving so much…
Here in our diocese, many churches are open for prayer and many still have Confession. I’m very glad I went at the beginning of Lent, before the lockdown. I don’t understand why they are allowing Confession as I would think that would be dangerous with the virus. Anyway, I went to the parish church to pray twice so far, the second time was the other day and while it was good to at least be before a Tabernacle, after I left, I felt a bit deprived. I’ve only gone to a few Masses without going to Communion (never mind why) and to me, it was terrible. It was like being really hungry and going to your favorite restaurant and not being allowed to eat! I felt a bit like that the other day. Now with the state lock down being another 3 weeks, and sounds like the whole USA til at least April 30, this could be a long time yet.
What is encouraging me the most now is knowing whenever this is over I WILL be returning to Mass receiving the Eucharist. It also helps me knowing this is happening to nearly every lay Catholic and now I’m even more interested to hear what others are doing and how you are coping with this.
Thank you very much!
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