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ronnette
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I really need your prayers. Some terrible stuff is going on.
To be honest, I am not comfortable going into it here, because I know that this site can be a real mixed bag of sorts, and I really need to make sure that anyone who knows about it, is someone kind and gentle enough for me to trust with it. I wouldn’t mind talking about it via PM with the right person(s).
The abbreviated version, for anyone who would be so kind as to pray about it for me, is that my faith is really on the rocks. I am losing my ability to believe and persevere. Other religions are starting to seem appealing. I have fallen back into some things in which I used to partake, that the Church considers mortal sin. All this is despite my constant efforts to obey the Church, pray the Rosary, attend Mass, etc., and despite all my desperate prayers for help and grace. I feel like I am being pulled into drowning by some horrible undercurrent.
Complicating things even further is that I have a serious mental illness that alters my ability to think rationally at times. As if this weren’t enough, I cannot tolerate the only medication that has ever treated it properly.
Please pray for me. I fear that I will end up an unwilling apostate if something truly miraculous doesn’t come along and stop this.
To be honest, I am not comfortable going into it here, because I know that this site can be a real mixed bag of sorts, and I really need to make sure that anyone who knows about it, is someone kind and gentle enough for me to trust with it. I wouldn’t mind talking about it via PM with the right person(s).
The abbreviated version, for anyone who would be so kind as to pray about it for me, is that my faith is really on the rocks. I am losing my ability to believe and persevere. Other religions are starting to seem appealing. I have fallen back into some things in which I used to partake, that the Church considers mortal sin. All this is despite my constant efforts to obey the Church, pray the Rosary, attend Mass, etc., and despite all my desperate prayers for help and grace. I feel like I am being pulled into drowning by some horrible undercurrent.
Complicating things even further is that I have a serious mental illness that alters my ability to think rationally at times. As if this weren’t enough, I cannot tolerate the only medication that has ever treated it properly.
Please pray for me. I fear that I will end up an unwilling apostate if something truly miraculous doesn’t come along and stop this.
