here is part 2 of my last post:
you know, it truly worries me when Catholics are in relationships with jw’s, they feel enormous pressure to join the jw belief, i ought to know, as iam a former jw, and before as i said, it was terrible, and even years into their heavy indoctrination and brainwashing, i was miserable almost all the time.
if anyone wants to know, i stood out in front of businesses with my magazines in -23degree weather, and froze, and all for the falsetower because i believed that i was doing the work of God, so i thought freezing was a small sacrifice to pay for doing God’s work.
that was not a pleasant experience, and i did this faithfully almost all winter! i’d clock up the hours believe me, in field service. i placed over 20 magazines in one day, sometimes in less than 1/2 an hour, and oh they loved it alright. but deep down inside, i’d wish i was not in the falsetower.
one day, i walked past the Catholic church. well, i decided to go in there and just sit for a bit. i actually felt a bit weird going in there, and the falsetower had me so brainwashed, that i felt guilty about being in the church! this is the first time back then that i had been in a church for almost 10 years at that time
anyways, i know a woman near our parish who is a Catholic, and is a sponsor in the RCIA program, a real faith lovely Catholic woman married to a jw. does she get to celebrate Christmas? no, does she get to celebrate her birthday in her home? no.does she get to put out the nativity scene at Christmas? no. is her marriage wonderful? no. is she sad alot of the time? yes.
they are an elderly couple, and she is saddened at her husband of many many decades being a jw. will she leave him? no. can she have her Catholic friends around? when he is not home. I highly recommend that Catholics if they are not involved with a jw, do not even go there. they are resistant to change, and do not
like people trying to convert them.
they will try their darndest to convert you, but if it is the other way around, forget it.you can show them the truth, but some will listen, some wont. i was very bummed out alot of the time when i was a witness, and always remembered Christmas, and at times, regardless of what the falsetower taught, i celebrated it regardless if i got caught or not.
they kind of remind me of the kgb. they do watch their members very very closely. especially new converts. they keep meticulous track of their members, no matter how long they are in that belief.
they do not tolerate outsiders telling their members that they are in the wrong, this usually is non believing family members of the one who is in the society, sometimes, they even try to interfere with the member and tell him/her to cut off all ties with family or friends who are trying to get the member out of the society.
my mom asked me many times to get out of it, and after i left my 1st husband, i got out for good, and the first thing i did when i got out was make myself a handmade rosary!! my mom was over joyed!! i had never seen her so happy in many years!
that rosary was deeply treasured back then, and i gave it away, and i still remember the feeling of intense joy while i was making it!

i do not like to look back on that painful time in my life, i had suffered so much humiliation and degradation at the hands of certain members of that society, that it makes me cranky to have to relive it, but i re live it so that others may learn from my experience, and perhaps share it with others who might be desperate like i was to leave the society.