That was me, and for those who may have questioned, indeed I am a HE and have never been otherwise. The temple is supposedly the most sacred thing in Mormonism, but I have always taken Christ’s view on the “money-changers” in the temple. It doesn’t seem right to me that I ought to rent temple garments to obtain salvation, or that I can buy lunch in a cafeteria
inside the temple. The cafeteria always bothered me. To be honest, the first time I may have really started questioning Mormonism was at twelve years old when I first did “baptisms for the dead.” It never felt right to me and I have never been comfortable in the temple since. Sure, I felt the spirit there. It was often a
very spiritual experience to be inside the temple, but as Christ evidenced with the money-changers, what happens inside a temple isn’t always what is supposed to be happening. It can be sacred and holy ground and still be wrong.
The endowment session was the breaking point for me. Nothing felt right in there. While it was nice to be with my parents and grandparents, the entire “session” was horrifying to me. Sure, the temple movie was interesting and brought some insights about what Mormonism really teaches, but that was the only thing I could connect with at all. I see no evidence in any scripture that the following handshakes and secret passwords are what get us into heaven and I wouldn’t trust having a president who has made secret oaths to protect such a ceremony.
Indeed, it is not by accident. Any faithful member will tell you it’s by “divine inspiration.”

I laugh at the thought.