i will try to short my story
there are three major things
1- why i left islam
2- why i chose christ
3- why i want to be catholic
well its start with a word
a year ago when michael jackson died i remember i pray for him because i was sad but my friends told me you cant pray for a died infidel he is in hell and praying for a dead infidel is against our religion
and they were very mad because i only said ((god bless his soul)) and that made me think why many muslims hate others
i said to my self is it islam or is it us that we did not understand it ? it was clear that it is from islam
you can see it in the holy quran 9:113 were it said you cant pray for mercy fot the infidel
so i start to lose faith because islam is against my nature and i know that i was not born to hate others but love them
then i did discover many mistakes in the quran and hadith and many hate passages
so i ask god to help me and let me know the truth because i believe in god but islam does not give me peace
i did not want to be christian because islam teach that christians are praying to three gods
but i could feel the holy spirit saying to my soul give christ a chance, and after understanding who is jesus christ and what is his story and why he was crucified i start to fell in love with him
so i pray to god and ask him if christ is you prove it to me
and he did !! it take me long time to accept him as my saviour which i did in 9/22/2010
i did not care what will happen to me because it is a big crime to leave islam in my country
i felt sorry for all those years where i was living a lie
and i felt my soul is having a connection with god ! it was the best feeling i have ever felt
but than i need to be away from my muslim friends for some time because i want to know more about christ so i said to my self i need to join the church so i can share my faith with others
so i ask the arab christians who are praising the bible on the intenet and trying to convert muslims (70% of them are protestant - 30% orthodox) what is the diffrent between the churchs and why there is catholic and orthodox and protestant ?
some told me they are all the same it’s only a diffrent style !! that answer did not help… many are against the traditional churchs and they told me catholics are the road to hell and they are doing crazy stuff that is not in the bible
and many of those pastors told me dont join the catholic church it will may destroy your salvation
but i was not convinced by what they were saying i must search my self because i have not seen any arabic catholic yet
so i pray to god and start to read about the history of christianity and the church and i realize that the catholic church have the full truth and the catholic church every thing they do and teach is biblical and the first christians were practising it , not only that! the catholic church wrote the bible and chose the four gospels becuase they are matching what the Apostles praise .
and the catholics have very strong position about thier dogma more than any other church
it’s funny when you read martin luther who began all this and made the way for a 40 000 new church is saying
"If Christ had not entrusted all power to one man(the pope), the Church would not have been perfect because there would have been no order and each one would have been able to say he was led by the Holy Spirit. This is what the heretics did, each one setting up his own principle. In this way as many Churches arose as there were heads. Christ therefore wills, in order that all may be assembled in one unity, that His power be exercised by one man to whom He Himself commits it. He has, however, made this power so strong that He looses all the powers of Hell (without injury) against it. He says: “The Gates of Hell shall not prevail against it” as though He said: “They will fight against it but never overcome it,” so it is in this way it is made manifest that this power is in reality from God and not from man. Wherefore, whoever breaks away from this unity and order of the power, let him not boast of great enlightenment and wonderful works, as our Picards and other heretics do, ‘for much better is obedience than to be the victims of fools who know not what evil they do
and after a year he start to call the pope anti christ !!
the catholic church will always have the full truth
i will trust a church that establish by christ himself not a church begin 400 or 100 years ago
i will trust a bible that contain 73 book who the Apostles praise and the holy spirit help to chose and it was there for centuries not the bible that was made by martin luther who remove 7 books .
and i will respect the authority of the church on that bible and the tradition that they took from the apostles and the church fathers
so after searching and reading i was sure that the catholic church has the keys of heaven
other churches have some of the truth but not all of it
that is my story