I find it strange, and sad, that a “Cradle Catholic” could doubt his faith so much (“Who says Catholicism necessarily has it right?”) and cherry pick his ‘teachings’ to make black = white ; oh, wait a minute. That would be too absolute. Let’s just say, cherry pick chapter, verse, ‘sayings attributed to Catholics/leaders’ etc. to argue a very anti-Catholic doctrine and yet claim it’s ‘real Catholic’ because it is so ‘tolerant’ and ‘ecumenical’, so warm-and-fuzzy that it could never OFFEND anybody because, quite frankly, this ‘fluffy Christianity’ says, in effect, "Everything is equal, do as you please, we are all part of the circle of life on the path and no one way is ‘better’.
That isn’t faith – it’s PABLUM. It’s utterly false; there is no such thing as ‘relative’ truth. There is no such thing as having two or more Churches teaching totally DIFFERENT articles of faith as true. . .If church A teaches X is true, and church B teaches X is false, well, X cannot be BOTH TRUE AND FALSE. Therefore, one church is RIGHT and the other WRONG. No matter how it might hurt somebody’s feelings to be ‘called wrong’-- it isn’t SINFUL to speak truth. These 'false ecumenism, many ways which are equally ‘right’ teaching is dangerous because instead of actually putting forth Christ’s teachings, it’s attempting to ‘break them down’ into one indifferent, relativistic, “What’s OK for you is fine even if it totally contradicts what’s OK for me, but who cares? There isn’t anything we can PROVE is ‘absolute’ Christian teaching! After all, no Church is fully CORRECT. . .so just do what you want.”
Well, I’m not one to cast my pearls, as the saying goes, when I have become fully and irrevocably aware that they WOULD be cast away for nought. I’ll be off so that the snipers can then ‘rejoice’ in THINKING they have driven away another of those ‘nasty unChristian bigots’ and pat themselves on the back for (in their tolerance, of course) finding fault, calling names, and making absolute judgments on MY position, etc.
May God enlighten you. You’ll be in my prayers. May you indeed find the one–the only–way.