So what, in you opinion is holding you back from belief?
Are you looking for proof?
A personal message?
You don’t like to see people suffering. This is excellent. You, my friend, are suffering. God doesn’t like to see this either. For our outpouring of compassion is a form of love of our neighbor, and God Himself commands us to “love one another”.
You have been gifted by God with life, and one that desire to be a servant to others. This is love. This is Gods Holy spirit moving and stirring within your soul.
If you have a crucifix, look at it right now. 'What do you see? When I look at mine, I see Christ’s arms stretched wide to embrace all my hurts, questions, and problems as His own.
Ask Him to show you mercy. Extend you arms and heart back to Him as a return for all the good in the world.
And then see if things don’t look brighter tomorrow.
God bless you, You are in my prayers.
Wishing you peace and love,
Clare