Nope, it wasn’t a NDE. It was something that I experienced many years ago, that I will never forget. Some people might not think it was anything special, but it was to me. It changed my life. When I was in my late teens/very early twenties, I started drifting a bit too far away from the Church. I was always interested in spiritual things, so I dabbled in some spiritual stuff that I should never have dabbled in. My sister-in-law (who the family referred to as ‘saint __’), was gently trying to show me where I was going wrong, but I was always rather pigheaded (tête de pioche).
I really wanted to believe her, so one night I decided to pray for a “sign”, to let me know if what she was telling me was true. In hindsight, that was probably not my best idea. Later that night, I had a very long vivid dream that had several different parts. The last part of it may have just been a vision of the souls in Purgatory, or it might have been Hell. I’m not really sure. All I know is there were transparent people floating all around me with visible expressions of pain on their faces, all suspended in total blackness. The only reason I could see them was because they all glowed an eerie shade of orange, like hot coals. The only other thing I could see were the tongues of fire that were flickering everywhere.
The scariest part of all was that when I finally managed to wake myself up, I looked around the room and could still see the flames, all around me. I woke up my husband with all my sobbing, so I got up and went out to the kitchen so he could sleep. But, no matter where I went around the house, I couldn’t get away from the flames. They were everywhere. Whether my eyes were open or shut, it didn’t matter. Turning on the lights didn’t help much, either.
The whole time I just kept praying and begging the Blessed Mother to please, make it go away. I finally ended up going back to bed because I was so exhausted. It slowly began to fade as I was laying there, but never actually went away completely until I finally fell back to sleep. But, that’s only part of it, along with some of it’s after effects. It was a very long night and not a pleasant experience, to say the least. :bigyikes: