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wasmit
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i have no idea what you are talking about.Dear Wasmit,
I think you need to ask yourself a single question, and ponder the answer. and that is “are you seeking?”
this is a question I don’t want you to answer to us. answer to yourself. that is- ask yourself, am I seeking? and then try to answer it within yourself -
ponder the question internally- don’t dismiss it lightly.
if you think you are seeking, - and I emphasize the word ‘think’, (because it is impossible at this stage to really know for sure) then the next step is to dive in and find what you are looking for.
you don’t need to drown yourself in facts, or have lots of religious jargon shoved down your throat, all you need right now is to ask that basic question- and ponder inside yourself the answer to it.
indeed, there is really only one thing that matters - its actually two things, but really one - that is that we love God, and love one another. if this is what you are seeking, then know that this is the means and the result of everything we do and say.
this is impossible without faith. and faith always begins at an uncomfortable point, where you aren’t sure about things - and have questions. it begins as a very small thought, a seeking if you will.
without faith, you will not find an answer here. but I think there is some faith if your answer to the question is ‘yes’ because if something has drawn you here and it that something cannot be explained by mere mortals. none of us can explain it, except to say the journey of faith always begins there.
when you have answered it, then your next step is how to furfill it- and along those lines you need to take care of yourself by determining whom should you trust? who has the authority to lead you?
but this is not about proofs, or rationalizing. that belongs in science, not here. indeed, to be convinced the effort is worth taking you need to trust in something blindly - because you are in a burning building and someone is holding out a net- you cannot measure it - you have to leap in and trust that it will hold you. and its not a someone- not a human being.
the trust we have is in the Church because we trust that its authority comes directly from God. this requires faith- faith that if you fall, Jesus alone will catch you through an entire mystical organization founded by Himself when He came to visit us 2000 years ago. He came, and died in your place to save you. He allowed Himself to be tortured by mere humans to take on every doubt you and I have- and there is a our trust - in His cross, and because of His cross, we see His Church reliving it everyday- they are indeed one in the same - as re-live His visit and His death in our place at every mass for a good reason - because it is a constant renewal and strengthening, and deepening of the profound trust we have that His Church will lead us home to Him - where we belong.
We do not reside forever in this life - we are only passing through on a jouney to an eternity with God - all He wants return is our Love- this requires trust in Him, which indeed is what faith is - blind trust - like a baby who trust His parents - like someone falling from a burning building into a net - He knows the net will catch Him and hold Him so he does not fear the fall - so he Dives down to escape the flames that would engulf Him. Seek, and then trust and you will then want and in fact will crave the additional information others have offered you here.
you sound crazy and delusional.
thanks for the reply, though.