Esdra honestly heart to heart does it bother you that you miss the sacraments?
Hi,
honestly, not really. - I am sorry to say that, as I know that for you and most others here that’s really important.
You see, I never have been a “real Catholic”. And, actually, I think I’ve also never believed in the sacraments.
This starts with confession (I have been last to confession when I was 14 years old or so - just before Confirmation…)
And I think I’ve also never really believed in the RP that the bread and the wine are the real, literal, body and blood of Christ. - I guess for me this always has been symbollic, even long before I came in contact with the Baptist Church or the Lutheran Evangelical Church (I think I already told you, rinnie, right?).
I mean, grandma has told me when I was a child that here in the tabernacle Jesus is living. - I didn’t really understand what she meant, but as a child I somehow believed it full of reverence.
My parents never really talked about religion with me… And before I’ve become a Baptist, I actually also wasn’t interested. - Similar to my sister, who still isn’t.
I remember my mom explaining us in the preparation classes before First Communion the Eucharist. But I also didn’t have the feeling that we were talking about the literal flesh and blood of Jesus… (And you remember me telling you that my mom never has really been a 100% faithful woman? 'Though at that time she certainly was more faithful than she is now!) I can’t remember more from those preperation classes.
In R.I. (which was at that time when I attended school obligatory), I didn’t keep anything. We had a laity teacher (in former times it was always a priest!!) and noone payed attention and the teacher couldn’t do anything about it.
From the Confirmation classes I didn’t keep anything. Honestly, I’ve no idea what we were talking about there and I even can’t remember who our teacher was…
Well, some few years after Confirmation, I already began studying the Holy Bible and built together my own Church (which was more or less Baptist; At that time I called myself “non-denominational Christian”, very proudly I tell you!

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Well, and how it went on, you can read in many posts of mine here on CAF.

(And you rinnie, already know, because we’ve been PMing already about that also!)
Well, and the remaining sacraments: Marriage, (naturally) ordination to the priesthood
and Anointing of the sick I haven’t recieved yet!
So, actually, nearly everything I know about the CC and her doctrine I know here from CAF.

It’s amazing how much I’ve really learned here.
Thank you to all of you!
in Christ,