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Jeanette_L
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Maybe you are on overload, huh? Sometimes we can push ourselves so hard to be “intellectual” that we forget our spirit.In any case, I wonder now if faith is different from the intellectual assent, distinct from the structures of human wisdom.
Want some advice? Although I’m not a spiritual adviser, my advice is to put down the books, except your Bible. And stop visiting the apologetics and debate and liturgy threads, and just hang out in the Spirit for awhile. That can be hard, because it’s addictive in a sense. But when it gets like that, the intellectual rush becomes addiction, you’re out of balance and you need to correct that.
Start praying and reading the Word, go to Mass, but just don’t get involved in the brainy side of things for awhile, just tend to your spirit. Talk to Jesus. Talk to the Holy Spirit. Sit in front of the Blessed Sacrament and just be still. Take as long a time as you need.
You need a sabatical from what you were doing, from thinking. I get like that myself. I push myself to read and read and read, as many apologetics and history and this and that and then one day I just crash. You know the brain freeze you get when you eat ice cream too fast?
Right now, I hang out in the clubhouse threads more, and I have learned to relax and enjoy the company of my brothers and sisters, laugh and have fun. And it’s nice. When you can regain the joy, then maybe you can slowly get back to a deeper discussion thread, but take it easy, I’d give it plenty of time.
I’ll pray for you brother, that you will have peace again. We’re all on this road together, and it can be a bumpy one.
God Bless,
Jeanette