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So, you don’t know if you’re saved until the end, because you don’t know what hideous act you might commit or if you will be truly repentant of it. Being repentant for something you do, necessarily comes after the act, since it’s illogical to tell God that you are sorry for something you haven’t done, as if a general “I’m sorry for everything I might do in the future.” would cover all manner of atrocities. To be truly repentant you have to examine what you’ve done after you’ve done it. So true repentance comes after the act, if at all.That is definitely a good question and there are two answers to this:
Option 1: I would have been paying lip service to God the whole time and just lived a religious life. I would have never been repentant and contrite because of my sin. In this case it would not matter whether or not I went to church all the time because I would have been unregenerate and a hard heartened sinner who cannot please God.
Option 2: I would have let the devil get the best of me for a little while. Even though we still sin we cannot stay there because God will not let us. That goes for all sins… To God hatred is as bad as murder because He knows us. If I am saved I am saved and my own actions cannot snatch me from the hand of God (even though my behavior will make me miserable and God will chastise me in addition to the local authorities). In this case it would not matter if I am a murderer. I was a murderer at heart before I got saved and this heinous act still does not snatch me from the hand of God. I am a fallible creature and I do things I am not proud of and I do repent of them because I know how God views these things.
I do fail, but I bear good fruit because of the grace of God and because of my salvation.
The difference between option 1 and 2 is that option 2 means that I would be truly repentant of this hideous act if I was saved.
And what of free will? God asks us to follow him, but he forces no one. It’s not true that a “saved” person can’t fall away from God, because God won’t allow it. It’s true that a person in a state of grace is “saved”, but that person puts his salvation on the line when he commits those hideous acts. Since you’ve admitted that the “devil” can get the best of you, which is definite proof that God does allow us to reject his offer of salvation at any time in our lives. You can’t follow both God and evil. When you follow evil you aren’t following God. When you’re not following God, you aren’t saved. Just as you have free will to stray from God to the “dark side”