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wumpiesmommy
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I’m being confirmed Nov. 9. I was massively deceived by Satan a few months ago, resulting in tragic consequences. I’d been baptized and prayed to receive the Holy Spirit, but I was a slave to habitual venial sin at the time, though I kept going to Confession and trying to repent.
I wonder how Satan was able to deceive me so successfully. Do I not have the Holy Spirit since I’m not yet Confirmed? Doesn’t celebrating Pentacost or simply asking God for the Spirit fill you with it? Or was I vulnerable to deception because I was in a state of habitual venial sin (my priest said it was venial) though I was powerless to stop at the time?
If it was because I sinned, do I open the door to being deceived every time I slip up and sin again, even the same sin on occasion now that used to be habitual?
How will I be different after confirmation?
Thanks.
I wonder how Satan was able to deceive me so successfully. Do I not have the Holy Spirit since I’m not yet Confirmed? Doesn’t celebrating Pentacost or simply asking God for the Spirit fill you with it? Or was I vulnerable to deception because I was in a state of habitual venial sin (my priest said it was venial) though I was powerless to stop at the time?
If it was because I sinned, do I open the door to being deceived every time I slip up and sin again, even the same sin on occasion now that used to be habitual?
How will I be different after confirmation?
Thanks.