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It has been 4 months since I last went to Mass (not by my choice so don’t say “go to church” cuz that’s an obvious idea). I need to go to confession but my parents can’t take me for a while. My best friend is moving away. The guy that I’ve liked forever said “no” when I asked him out (and then I asked him why and he said it’s cuz he’s a jerk). I’m depressed right now. I found out not too long ago that I’m probably bipolar. Part of being bipolar is getting major obsessions. I can’t trust myself anymore. I get legit depressed for no reason. I’m virtually never suicidal and at any rate I’d never carry out my plans cuz I believe in Heaven and Hell and Purgatory and I’m not sure where I’d rest if I killed myself. Sometimes I hurt so much for no reason and then other times I’m happy and i can do anything (or so I feel) and I want to level out but I don’t want to use medication yet because I’m not sure what that might do to who I am. It’s really hard because the mania, where I’m super happy, isn’t too bad but it’s all so unpredictable. Sometimes it’s a minute to minute moodswing but other times it can be hours until my mood improves. It stinks. Anyone else bipolar that I could talk to? I could really use someone to talk to. Yeah, this is a very random posting!
 
I just keep feeling worse! Please pray for me seriously cuz rite now I’m filled with such self-loathing I can barely stand it!
 
I’m sorry that you are going through so much.
May God guide and protect you.
I will keep you in my prayers.
However you feel, you are a valuable person.
I looked for a bi-polar group here in CAF but only found one that is inactive.
However there are members of Catholic Answers who suffer with bi-polar issues.

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MonjaFutura said:
I just keep feeling worse! Please pray for me seriously cuz rite now I’m filled with such self-loathing I can barely stand it!
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I am praying for you.

Dear Lord, please step into this young person’s life and heart and give them the peace that passes all understanding. Take away any thoughts of self-harm, depression and anxiety, and let this person feel the warm strength of Your love for them. Jesus, we ask these things because You told us to ask You for what we need.

Amen.

Hail Mary, full of grace, the Lord is with thee.
Blessed art thou amongst women
And blessed is the fruit of thy womb, Jesus.

Holy Mary, mother of God,
Pray for us sinners, now and at the hour of our death.

Amen.

p.s. Have you let your parents know that you are not feeling well??
 
I’ll include your intentions in the rosary novena I am praying.
 
MonjaFutura said:
yeah they know a little
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Well, you should tell them all of it. And have you been to a doctor yet? Please do. You don’t have to take medications yet but at least let them monitor your mood swings. I don’t know if you have self-diagnosed but sometimes, hormones can do crazy things to us and it might look like bi-polar but might not be.

I am still praying for you.

Can I ask if you are male or female?
 
TheRealJuliane said:
I am praying for you.

Dear Lord, please step into this young person’s life and heart and give them the peace that passes all understanding. Take away any thoughts of self-harm, depression and anxiety, and let this person feel the warm strength of Your love for them. Jesus, we ask these things because You told us to ask You for what we need.

Amen.

Hail Mary, full of grace, the Lord is with thee.
Blessed art thou amongst women
And blessed is the fruit of thy womb, Jesus.

Holy Mary, mother of God,
Pray for us sinners, now and at the hour of our death.

Amen.

p.s. Have you let your parents know that you are not feeling well??
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Joining in prayer…
 
TheRealJuliane said:
Well, you should tell them all of it. And have you been to a doctor yet? Please do. You don’t have to take medications yet but at least let them monitor your mood swings. I don’t know if you have self-diagnosed but sometimes, hormones can do crazy things to us and it might look like bi-polar but might not be.

I am still praying for you.

Can I ask if you are male or female?
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I’m a girl but rest assured this is not just the result of pms or something else cuz it’s been going on for years. I want to see a doctor. I’ll probably ask my mom about that today. I’m feeling way better today, though, which is good! Thanks for all the prayers because I’m sure they helped!👍
 
MonjaFutura said:
I’m a girl but rest assured this is not just the result of pms or something else cuz it’s been going on for years. I want to see a doctor. I’ll probably ask my mom about that today. I’m feeling way better today, though, which is good! Thanks for all the prayers because I’m sure they helped!👍
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Well, I am glad the prayers helped, I will continue with them. I wasn’t trying to pass it off to pms, although that is real. Please do tell your mom about what you have gone through. The sooner your parents know, the sooner they can get you proper help.

St. Dymphna, we ask you to intercede on behalf of MonjaFutura.
 
Praying my heart out for you to find happiness and peace of mind.
 
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