I get that you want to make a clean break from your past and get rid of items which you feel will be a hinderance to development on your own path. However, this has taken a turn that is ultimately going to take you into a place of much more darkness and craziness if you stay on it. Your concern about these objects is tilting toward obsession, and that has been encouraged by all too many posters here.
Wow, you know me so well from what I’ve typed out here on this forum lol… dude, I’m very far from obsessing, as I sit here typing this to you, most of the objects are still sitting in my dresser put up. If I were obsessing, they would all be outside or something right now. The priest advised me to either throw them in a lake or bury them, both of which are difficult right now because of the weather… the lake is frozen, and so is the ground, until the time that it warms up some, most of them will continue to be where they are right now, does that sound like obsession to you?
As a former Wiccan, it should be second nature to you to understand that thought forms have power. You, and especially many posters, are imbuing these objects with FAR more power than their makers or the high prietess ever imbued them with. You are according them a power that is on par, or even in excess, of your own Christ. You are ignoring the real grace that is supposed to come from your baptism/confirmation. You are still engaging the world as a pagan, and one who believes herself to be under a curse. You are seeking nothing less than the help of another spellcaster, in the guise of an exorcist.
You don’t know me, you are judging me where it’s not really your place to do so. Most of the time when reading your posts here, it seems your intent based on what you write is to bait me or something, I hope I’m wrong though about that.
I’m not the type that likes to fight, argue, or debate, it doesn’t serve any good purpose as far as I see. So with that, I’ll just let you know that you’re off base with how you see me and my walk with Christ.
I am no longer speaking to you as my presnt pagan self seeking to raz you. I speak here as a former Catholic and one who knew his business at one time. Yes, the Church does in fact believe in demonic troubles and exorcisms, but it’s not the bread and butter of the faith. It’s considered to be rare. Very, very rare. 99.9% of people will never encounter it, and at least the same percentage on this forum have no idea what they’re talking about. If the priests you contacted seemed dismissive, it’s because there is no credible reason to believe you are afflicted with demons. Yet, this crowd of do-it-yourself demonologists is trying to sell you on the idea that they, and not your church, know the real score.
Am I possessed? NO… I think I’ve clearly stated that a few times. Being that the thread is long, you may have missed it. I’m aware that the percentage of folks that contact exorcists aren’t demon possessed, that’s why they go through counselors and stuff too, to look for other explanations.
According to the Church, telltale signs of demonic possession include:
- Speaking or understanding languages which the person has never learned (different from “speaking in tongues,” which is considered a sign of religious ecstasy, not possession)
- Knowing (and revealing) things the person has no earthly way of knowing
- Physical strength beyond the person’s natural physical makeup
- A violent aversion to God, the Virgin Mary, the cross and other images of Catholic faith
First, I have a hard time with spanish, let alone any other languages I’ve not learned.
I don’t even pretend to know stuff I have no way of knowing.
I may be able to pull off number 3 only because I work out a lot and I’m still in the process of losing weight, therefore under my fat I have a lot of muscle. I don’t look like I’m strong, but I am lol. The good news about this is, when all the fat does come off, I’ll be nice and toned

Number 4 is soooooooo not me. I love God, Jesus, and the Holy Spirit with all my heart and I ask Our Mother to pray for me all the time, I wear a Miraculous Medal, and I have a Crucifix hanging in my room.
So this means I’m totally NOT possessed

On the other hand, I do believe that evil is in the world seeking the ruin of souls, not just mine.
Being that you were Catholic and “knew your business”, I’m curious if you ‘knew your business’ so well, why you would even leave the Church.
It’s quite a conceited thing to presume that you would be the front line in a battle between angels and demons. That tiny slice of humanity which falls victim to these things are VERY evil, or in a very unusual state of grace so as to threaten evil, or just damn unlucky.
If I may be so bold to say that I believe it’s quite a conceited thing for you to presume all you have about me
IF you don’t get past this, you are going to fall in with a very spooky, fringy crowd, and it’s going to lead you far away from what the church is really supposed to be about. If you mean to be Catholic for real, all of you, you need to be doing the unglamorous work of serving the poor and the suffering, not jostling for the glory of who fancies themselves the best demon-fighter or which lake or volcano to throw Rachel’s poor items into.
and presuming all you have about all the other posters here…
All this being said, I’ll pray for you, and I hope others here will as well.
