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anon98328916
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I was diagnosed with OCD/anxiety about 16 months ago. It had got to the stage where I was depressed and didn’t want to get out of bed so I knew I had to do something. I was paranoid about what people thought of me & I would get embarrassed easily and blush when I was talking to people or in a group,so the doctor put me on antidepressants for around 6 months. I have been doing great for this past 8 or 9 months and have been working and it has built up me confidence, I felt like I didn’t care what other people thought of me and I no longer got embarrassed.
I started a new job about 3 months ago and I was doing great and I get on well with everyone, but just last week when my two bosses come and talk to me separately or ask me to do something I blush and I can feel my heart beating fast and I start to sweat! What is wrong with me? I don’t understand where this is coming from as up until now I have been fine when they talked to me. I am terrified they think I’m weird and wonder what is up with me! It keeps going round and round in my head, I wonder what triggered me to feel this way again? is it I’m intimated by them? but I have never been before now. Is this the anxiety part of OCD? really don’t want to go back to that again. I can’t help but wonder is this always going to happen throughout my life? For a period I’m fine and the next I feel bad with OCD again? Does anyone else feel this way? Please help?
I started a new job about 3 months ago and I was doing great and I get on well with everyone, but just last week when my two bosses come and talk to me separately or ask me to do something I blush and I can feel my heart beating fast and I start to sweat! What is wrong with me? I don’t understand where this is coming from as up until now I have been fine when they talked to me. I am terrified they think I’m weird and wonder what is up with me! It keeps going round and round in my head, I wonder what triggered me to feel this way again? is it I’m intimated by them? but I have never been before now. Is this the anxiety part of OCD? really don’t want to go back to that again. I can’t help but wonder is this always going to happen throughout my life? For a period I’m fine and the next I feel bad with OCD again? Does anyone else feel this way? Please help?